1 down and 13 to go. heh.

haha ok. its 6.35am and mostly everyone i noe is slping. cept for.....

shu hua who just went off to slp not long ago. thanks for making me study. HAHA.

wilson whom i just chatted with who pangsehed me for spongebob.

iylia whom i just called who went back to slp till 645am. probably.

meeting ren and iylia for breakfast lata. attempted in this short frame of time to study as much as i can.. to no avail.

so i decided what better way to put myself back into the mood of reading and writing then blogging first. yeah. blogging's like the coolest thing in the world. haha.

BIS basically is a boring subject with a lot of topics to study for. guess i'm doing quite well. havent slept yet.


OK. there's pretty much whats been going on for awhile.


with doses of green tea by my side, i shall write about something more meaningful than what i'm doing now.

or try to, anyway.

ok. there's nothin to talk about. haha.. hmmmm ok iylia just came on. wilson stopped watching his gayass spongebob. ren's coming on. ron's coming on. heh. WELL TIME FOR SOME FUN AND GAMES. cya.

dreams and wishes.

i always had this one. i think i mentioned it before. maybe in sec sch. who knows.

since one of the times i went austrailia/switzerland/new zealand. i forgot which country. they all look the same la. HAHA. well.. the enviroment anyway. its nice.. peaceful. i loved it. thats when i decided. that day, that when i'm older and i have money,

i'm gonna migrate to a countryside.

and here's how i imagine my life over there :

i want a simple life.

i wana wake up to a good morning everyday. instead of tripping over massive numerous loads of wires of my laptop, lamp, speakers, handphone charger etcs.

open the window and out there would be a view to die for. fields covered with greenery.

a sun rising over the waters.

mountains touching the skies.

and the sky. filled with clouds with none of them ever being the same as the other. dont u just wonder how wonderous the sky is? i do. haha. when i go to sch really early (NP) and no one's there. there are 2 things i do.
1)slp
2) i go to lvl 5 and use to sidewalk to access the balcony overlooking the canteen. and i would just stand there and look at the sky.

i love the sky! heh. its blue. with clouds. did u noe i'm totally a cloud watcher? hahahaha. i watch clouds. i love the sky.

and then going about my daily life. working, relaxing. just the simple life. haha. of cos its harder to get good rice overseas... but then i'll just have to cook myself then.

one day.

just u wait. i'll live life the way i want it. no one's gonna stop me.

but then again its, afterall, a dream huh?
a dream is a dream because u noe it wont happen.
tts wad a dream is to me anyway.

dreams hardly come true. tts wad makes dreams so special. if everyone had their dreams coming through. then it would lose the special value it has in their hearts.

i'm sure everyone has thought of this before ."once i get this i'll be satisfied and there's nothing else i would ask for" i get that alot. haha.. my speakers, my ipod. my mouse. my laptop. all materialistic things. and then i realise. those things dont really make me happy. sure, at the start once u get them you'll be feeling pretty satisfied. but then you'll want more and more. it'll never stop. its an everlasting cycle.

which is why i'm trying to avoid gettin the shures earphones. cos i noe once i start on that. i'll never, ever, buy something cheaper than that for the rest of my life.

same thing applies to my mp3. i noe i'll neva settle for anything beneath a ipod now. which might not be a good thing. haha.

technology is evil. haha.

however, i cant say i'm not enjoying my life now.

- my speakers + ipod combo kicks ass. (especially when u blast in. pure ownage.)

- i have good friends who'll be there for me to bitch with/at.

- AHEM.

- altho i might admit my finaicial situation COULD be abit better than now. haha..

i can pretty much say i'm satisfied and comfortable with my life now.

i've decided to settle for the sony $19 earphones too. hahaha. i hope i get it b4 my materialistic side kicks in and pushes me for shures. damn. i realise i'm quite spoiled when it comes to somethings. i have to learn that not everything goes the way i want it. haha.

then again, who would be happy when something they hope to happen doesnt?

sleepy

pardon me if you've been offended. slping abit lil this few days. hahaha. i'm sorry everyone!

gg no re.

how to make friends lesson #1

censored.

those who read it good for ya.

those who din even better. hahaha.

forget it. forgiveness!

**** blogspot.

i said so much.. only to have the damn thing cleared. sigh.

i was apologising too. now i'm too tired to type everything out again........... god i'm sleepy.

i'm sorry shu hua. i really tried to keep to it... i'll explain soon. i feel bad and i cant face you.

i'm tired.

damn blogspot.

well top current news bouts me :

i joined the triathlon club. (Running, swimming and cycling)
i might quit work soon after hols if something else is more impt.
i'm gonna buy my mom something nice.

there. nights.

and i hope you(blogspot) dies. thanks for wasting almost half an hr of my time. thank you.

i feel like kicking something. sigh. i'm sorry again.

Post CNY

well i have to wake in 5 hrs. sch. ah. sucha drag. haha..
damn it. i needa watch a few movies soon or i swear i will die.

memoirs of a geisha. (less piority)
fearless (yes please)
fun with dick and jane (number 1)
i swear selling tickets for this show is damn funny la. the first day. i met a malay woman who said "i want fun with dick and jane" and i just burst out laughing. HAHAHA. but it was quite funny la. heh.

work is fun sometimes. yr collegues really makes work easier for ya. hahaha...

a : fuck my ass.
b : ok. turn around.
a : fuck you!
b : so wad u want? fuck you or yr ass?
a : hahaha.
b : hahaha.

life is interesting.

yeah. well.. damn. all everyone seems to have watched them all. irritating la. haha... i'm missing out on a loada movies sia. fuck it.
whoops. vulgarity. sorry. fuck la. my lack of movies is irritating me.
feed me someone.

I NEED TO WATCH FEARLESS.
I"M DESPERATE.

well on to better news? i havent shorted in 3 days. HAHAHA. thanks shu hua for saving me 59 bucks..
i definitely owe u one big time. haha!

and today i exacted. FINALLY. haha... ok time to jio everyone and see whos gonna and havent watched fearless and be a tag along. HAHA.

ok. i seriously needa cut down on spending. yeah. STOP. i will not buy anyt expensive this month.. i swear! NO SHURE(not shu hua, but shure. she thought i was talking bouts her once. HAHAHA.) EARPHONES. instead. i'll buy stuffs for ppl. haha..

first i needa repay borrowed money. ok.....

well i needa slp i guess. i dun wana slp in class tmr. yet i do not feel like slping... weird. haha...

u noe wad? i love my life. dont u all? i mean sure. there are some ups and downs. but that makes life more interesting yeah? without bad things, wld good things be good? i dunno. just love my life. i have the best parents in the world la. and friends too. haha. god. thank you for making my life sucha wonderful one. i really feel lucky and blessed. haha..

and i'm confirm + chop... shit i forgot.... i was checking how to spell definetly which i successful did just now commenting on ren but now i forgot. shit. ahaha. #$^%#$^. oh well. oh yeah. i rmb. getting another card. haha. i needa save money. if i see my acc. i confirm will spend like a bitch. so i'm gonna try to save by doing an experiment. haha... well people. nights. and if u managed to read throughout and landed here. congrats to you. you're good. u can probably read a book. hahahaha...
cya.

stuck in a moment

I'm not afraid of anything in this world
There's nothing you can throw at me that I haven't already heard
I'm just trying to find a decent melody
A song that I can sing in my own company
I never thought you were a fool
But darling look at you
You gotta stand up straight, carry your own weight
These tears are going nowhere, baby
You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment and now you can't get out of it
Don't say that later will be better now you're stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it
I will not forsake, the colors that you bring
The nights you filled with fireworks
They left you with nothing
I am still enchanted by the light you brought to me
I listen through your ears, and through your eyes I can see
And you are such a fool
To worry like you do
I know it's tough, and you can never get enough
Of what you don't really need now...my oh my
You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment and you can't get out of it
Oh love, look at you now
You've got yourself stuck in a moment and you can't get out of it
I was unconscious, half asleep
The water is warm 'til you discover how deep...
I wasn't jumping...for me it was a fall
It's a long way down to nothing at all
You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment and you can't get out of it
Don't say that later will be better
Now you're stuck in a moment and you can't get out of it
And if the night runs over
And if the day won't last
And if our way should falter
Along the stony pass
And if the night runs over
And if the day won't last
And if your way should falter
Along this stony pass
It's just a moment
This time will pass

POST #80

hahaha. OK. OOP OFFICIALLY SUCKS. heh.

i'm happy. really.

this concludes my 80th post. as u can see, i'm rushing posts. WHY?

so i can get to my 100th post and write about significant stuff.

until then there shld be short ones like this. unless there's sumthin worth blogging about. hahaha.

LOVE ME,

DE DE DE DE, DE DE DE DE, DE DE DE DE DE DE DE DE DE DE.

its 4.20am. AND I AM HAVING FUN. YES

this makes my 79th post. enjoy.