sian la today. hahaha...

shit. shld not have gone for COS. i ended up sleeping la. now i noe its all shu hua's fault. make me sleepy. she went home and slp. then make me slp. SEE LA. hahaha.. and the funny thing was teacher juz asked if we all completed the paper. then i looked at mine. all blank. LOL. oh well. damn lil ppl went aniwae.

timothy has to do something. cos someone came for COS. DONT TINK I FORGOT. hahahaha.... see la who ask you make a stupid bet with keith.

today started suckily and ended suckily. hahahaha.. sialah. mayb i juz had no motivation to win the PSP... but then again i din join to win it.. i joined cos keith wanted me to. see la. brother or wad? like everyone was running and sweating... and i am walking and strolling. hahahaha.. by the time ppl finished their 9 stations.. i was done with like... 4 max? haha!

hanxiang almost got the nintendo! congrats!

and i have no money to buy one aniwae... juz dun see a point in getting one. haha.. after all i only spend money on necessary stuff! like FOOD. MMMM. btw... sorry gerald and keith for throwing away stuff into the dustbin.. :( but good boys are lidat. they have to be a good influence to others... )SORRY KEITH I WASTED YOUR MONEY!

stupid keith. i will make you give it up if its the last thing i do.

i'm happy gerald is a VERY GUAI KIA. and listens to me! (for now) hahahaha... right right gerald?! heh..

hmmm... nothin much happened i guess.. i'm gona mass dota today again...... mayb till 5 again. haha... i'm not gona care bouts studies... mayb next sem. once i get this one thing bugging me off my mind. i noe i will by next sem. mayb i'll buy myself a PSP juz for fun. mayb next yr. guess not. i rather buy music cds.

shit la. today i kana again by cm teacher. i signed for louis today. last time signed for gerald. HAHAHAHA... but the cm teacher rocks la. he neva scold me one. juz ask... "how come louis not here today got sign?" whoops.

well there you go. i finally updated. hahaha.... i'm tired... the next time will be after exams! not that i will be studying la. haha..

post-birthday. outing with class 1

hahahaha this is the first time i have so many wishings on my bday... its like alot la. hahaha.. whether its msn... sms... even my blog! hahaha...

THIS IS A HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALLRIGHT!

even friendster! hahahha all my buddies who claim to be gay with me BUT ACTUALLY THEY JUX TINK THEY DO. its juz DEEP FRIENDSHIP right there! hahahaha I LOVE YOU GUYS!

thx everyone for all you've done! friday we're gona have fun too!

i really was happy today. hahaha... the whole day la. even at night! when i was on the way home! hahaha..

glad i made someone's night!

i was gona go into details thanking everyone... but i tink its like damn troublesome. hahahaha so only the people who made my day even betta.

which is like almost everyone in class la. hahaha..

final boolean shuhua'sveryverySexyhair = true; // declared as final cos its obvious and it will remain a constant.
boolean presents = true;

JOptionPane.showInputDialog("Did u give a present?")
presents = Boolean.parseBoolean (input)
while(presents = true)
{
GERALD - for spending time with me EVERYTIME! hahahaha. we will be BEST PALS FOREVER! altho u are a bad influence! hahahaha.... I LOVE YOU!

SHU HUA - cos u are my twin and cos u rock and so I LOVE YOU! (betta be happy ah.) p.s. my twin's new sexy hair is very nice and sexy too. whoever says otherwise and causes her to be unhappy can GO TO HELL!. HAHAHA.

if (shuhua'sveryverySexyhair = true)
{
CYNTHIA - for giving me an extra NICE present! i'm gona grow fat and unhealthy! THANKS ALOT! hahaha

JOLENE - i have a feeling u chose the present with the others but i bet u suggested it and even if u did not ITS DAMN NICE.

JUSTINE - hahahaha thx for offering to buy me a cake at like 9+ but me and gerald were already at the mrt! YOU ROCK.

JENSEN - wah lau. today read comics. hahahaha. READ SUMMORE LOR.

LOUIS - i'm getting lazy.. sorry guys! its like damn late.. so... louis for wishing me a happy birthday! wheee.

YIZHI - yawns. THANKS FOR COMING!

TIMOTHY - ah... this one is impt.... must type more... cos this guy here did alot for my bday... he wrote me a poem and gave me PICS! VERY NICE PICS! HAHAHAH... although u lost in daytona.. u noe u will alwaes win me in that! hahahaha... ROCK ON MR TIMOTHY!

KEITH - hahahaha thanks for coming and lettin me treat you! hahaha...

HANXIANG - i hope u enjoyed the movie today! i noe u alwaes wanted to watch it! hahaha...

JACOB - thanks for coming! and.. WOW! u dun look like a racing person. BUT U ARE! hahaha...

GEORGE - SMOKER. BAD INFLUENCER! BUT YOU ROCK AND YR SMART AND FUNNY! HAHAHA..

KENNETH - WHEEEEE BBALL PRO. THANKS FOR COMING AH! sacrificing teaching FSP to come.. THANKS!

TSU KIN -altho u din watch the movie.. i treated u lunch! hahahaha hope u enjoyed it! cya in class and thx for coming too!


System.out.println("thanks to those for spending my bday with me! hahahaha
and those who bothered giving me presents! hahaha")
}
else

System.out.println("go to hell.")
}

(while presents = false)
{
System.out.println("its ok. i will still love you.")
}

basically, those who input shuhua'sveryverySexyhair as false immediately goes to hell. while if u inputted her hair as true. u go on! hahahaha.

i tink fsp is fun. but i still hate it. hahahah CYA!

heh.

when i went down to brush my teeth, found my dad bathing, so i slacked in front of the tv for awhile. and this is wad happened.

saw some drama bouts this earthquake or something. then this old guy was dying. and the son made it in time for the old guy to say his last words.

which kinda reminded me of the time back in the mid of sec3. the lord has been merciful tho, i've only had to go through losing sumone close to me once.

which got me regretting how lil i did while my granma was dying. i dun tink many peeps noe this. so far, i cld only rmb once where i visited her in the hospital with the rest of the family. she was living off the machine... looked like she was suffering.. mom and aunt sobbing.. but i din feel much. mayb cos i din fully realise what was happening. maybe.

then a few days lata my mom told me to talk to my granma on the fone.. i've alwaes had a problem telling how i really feel.. i din say much. i din even say "i love you" or anithing like that. and i din even noe that wld be the last time i was talking to her. but it was. guess i was living in my own world. well, they decided to let her rest in peace. so they pulled the plug on the machine.

even during the funeral. i din cry. everyone else was. except mayb my brother. bet he din even noe wad was going on tho. i did.

only a few days after. did it suddenly hit me. BAM. juz like that. but all i did was cry. yea. and then everything was forgotten.
why i suddenly rmb it now i do not know. mayb the lord wanted me to do sumthing i have long forgotten to do.. which is, well. basically. to pray. so, now. i will.

Dear lord, i pray that u will bless my dear granma and i pray that she will forgive me and know how much i do miss her. even after almost 2 years of forgetting. Also, i pray that you will bless my family and friends, keeping them away from harm's way and protecting them.

In jesus's name i pray, Amen.

BLOG I MUST.

shit. its already 230! hahahaha and i'm gona blog now! AHHH.

today was good. i randomed a silencer and cleared the 1st tower in mid before the timer reached 4 mins.
then i got an euls and pushed.
my friend got an euls too and pushed with me
at the last part when we got into the base i spammed my tornadoes and aim the big tree
and we won.
yeaa.

so aniwae. SUPER BIG THANKS TO KEITH FOR HELPING ME AND ENLIGHTENING ME ON FSP!
thx also to jensen! but once gals come.. he'd rather help them :( I MEAN LIKE i'm more attractive right? WAH LAU.
AND GERALD DEAR AH. SORRY LEHH. but i really was glad sumone appreciated my chips for its true value! hahaha.
i'm hungry..... still got church in 5 hours... AND WAD AM I DOING? i am chatting on msn. and i dun intend to slp.. yet. hahahaha......... 4 days to my bday! CANT WAIT! 4 days! YEA!

there. i blogged. hahahah i saw timonthy's blog and i started laughing. then i saw jacob's blog and i started laughing. hahahahahahaha. omg. u 2 ROCK!

erm.

hahaha damn sian. i got nothing to blog bouts.

so.. thx jensen for FSP help... (i put u first leh)
thx gerald for EVERYTHING!
thx sanz for teaching me how to eat that fried prawn noodle!
thx keith for alwaes making so much noise in class and lending me FF8!
thx shiying(not like she will read this) but she is damn lame la hahahaha
thx jacob for doing a GREAT JOB with the WP project! also for sharing the same sentiments about something as me! and sanz for the damn cute flash! hahaha...

friends asking me go play dota. hahahah cya

IS sucks.

forget it. i wanted to blog bouts my screwed up IAC presentation. but. forget it. knn. and my screwed up comT too. but forget it.

BAH.

sunday!

yeaa church day. hahaha.....

came home.

yea... online now.. hahaha.. I TALKED TO SUMONE ONLINE. AND I AM VERY HAPPY! heh....

there u go. i'm doing my report on blogging for IAC.. but decided i shld blog too! haha.. i feel like writing a short essay.so here it goes.



I never felt the need to style my hair. A reason could be that i'm naturally a very lazy guy. But i kept thinking, there has to be more to this then just me being lazy? And here are the reasons why i do not and will not style my hair.

I never thought looks was a really important. Maybe i'm not good-looking and that's where my perspective came from. But in my secondary school, its all guys anyway. What do u style your hair for in a all guy's sch? Attract the female teachers? No matter what way i look at it, its either that, or to look cool and maybe make more friends. But if u have friends just because you are cool, will they be loyal friends? Like someone once said, once u find a friend who will gladly take a bullet for you, there you go. I'm not talking bouts love here. I'm talking bouts friendship. How many of you would take a bullet for someone of the same sex? Not many.

"When i look good i feel better about myself" then i'm sorry for you. You do not need to look good to feel good about yourself! OMG. (Pardon the informal shit but this really calls for it) If u think that looking good will make u feel better, well it could be true. But then again that would not really be real confidence there. What if one day u get into a accident where u get disfigured? No offense to those good-looking guys out there. Not trying to curse you either. I personally love good-looking guys. They make good friends. Also, they seem to know all the eye candies around. So going out with them is fun.

Then again, this whole essay only applies to guys who style their hair.



HAHAHA. SEE. so the next time anyone tells me my hair is messy and needs styling. i will show them to my blog! i see no point.

back to my project. Actually i juz did that slight essay to gimme mood to write a damn 750 word report. actually its 1500 but i split it with another guy so i have to do 750. which is still damn alot. CYA and wish me luck! hahaha...

Our lives

Is there love, tonight
When everyone's dreaming
Of a better life
In this world
Divided by fear
We've got to believe that
There's a reason we're here
Yeah, there's a reason we're here...
Oh, yeah...
Cause these are the days worth living
These are the years we're given
And these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives...
See the truth, all around
Our faith can be broken
Our hands can be bound
But open our hearts
And fill up the emptiness
With nothing to stop us
Is it not worth the risk?
Yeah, is it not worth the risk?...
No, yeah...
Cause these are the days worth living
These are the years we're given
And these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives...
And even if hope was shattered
I know it wouldn't matter
Cause these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives...
We can't go on
Thinking it's wrong to speak our minds
I've got to let out what's inside...
Is there love, tonight
When everyone's dreaming
Can we get it right?
Yeah, can we get it right?...
Cause these are the days worth living
These are the years we're given
And these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives...
And even if hope was shattered
I know it wouldn't matter
Cause these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives...
Oh, yeah, let's make the best out of our lives...
Oh, yeah, let's make the best out of our lives...

sian...

today was a sianish day... yupp.... hahaha

went to sch... did abit of project...

then went to eat seafood! YEA. OMG. i ate a nice 3 bowls of rice! WOOHOO.

went with.... Sandra... Gerald... and Louis.... yea.

sian.

today was damn funny tho... me and sandra bullied louis like siao. HAHAHA.... I TELL YOU AH........

1st... it was me and sandra in the library... 2nd floor... we saw louis sitting in the atrium... so i called him.. and told him... "ehh are u the guy sitting on the seat?! get off and jump to let me see" but he did not do that. hahaha... after like 10 secs of tellin him to get off his seat. he finally did and i told him to walk around... and to keep turning.. so imagine... a guy.. in the atrium.... walking around and keeps turning his head while on the fone. HAHAHAHAHA. sandra was almost laughing to tears i swear.

then i was like. ok la. dun bully him liao. so i told him... ok u see the big sun picture on the floor?! go stand in the middle of it...! then he did... then i was like.. turn around! no right! no la.. the other side! and he kept turning here and there................... and then i said.. see the library? LOOK UP. LVL 2. then he saw us. 1st thing he said. bastard augs! HAHAHAHAHA OMG. i swear it was damn funny.

then after that... me and sandra kept suaning louis la..... shit i feel bad.. :/ hahaha... but it really was funny... till we almost suaned him to tears... =P so we decided to stop suaning him for AWHILE...

so we like walked outta sch. i'm gona skip on wad sandra did wrgly. hahahah she can tell everyone herself if she wants to. and we found the gates locked. so like gerald went over 1st. then me... then while we were helping sandra get off... we turned and saw louis like his foot hurting or sumthing. i din see wad happened la but i tink he jumped frm the fence too high or sumthing. than hurt his foot. and sandra started laughing. damn bad la. but then i started laughing aso cos it was quite funny. so did gerald. so like..... sandra started it. HAHAHA. DAMN TODAY WAS FUNNY.

NOT FINISHED YET. actually the funny parts concerning louis finish liao. after that we went to eat. then me sandra and louis went west mall. then we went home.

and sandra is now my very good buddy. -celebrations-



gota few songs which i love at this mo.

The calling - Wherever you will go
The calling - Our Lives
Alter Bridge - Open your eyes
Shaggy - Angel

sigh.

i love gerald.

hmmm.

yea.

nowadays abit the late.

YEA. i seem to be blogging abit the late sia. so cant blog much.. but today.. i juz depressed the shit outta myself. and i tell you. mr Lye wins the CARING AWARD 2005. ppl lose wallet. AND HE SAYS. i noe u lost yr wallet but can u not disturb the class? HAHAHA NOT LIKE ANYONE WAS DISTURBED LIDAT. thx gerald for telling him so.. :P and everyone was bored to tears aniwae.

i left class early cos i had no mood to stay. and i to i lost my wallet so i needed a cost-free lift home.. so i asked my dad to fetch me before going to work.. haha... i juz gave teach that excuse to get outta class. LOL. SORRY KEITH! if u tot i really went to see doctor.
AND I WILL WATCH ALL THOSE MOVIES WITH YA! haha! tho i can watch it for free.. i'll watch with everyone! cos i tink it'll damn nice. YAY.

KTV ONZ. ENGLISH SONGS YEA! HAHA.

thx shu hua for wasting yr consoles on sumone who din noe his LOST wallet was in the car!

thx gerald for standing up to me and teaching me how to not lose my wallet next time! HAHAHA...

i hope juS is ok! her blog is not very positive. dun be sad k!

DERRICK ROCKS. HE WILL MAKE A SURPRISE COMBACK. CONFIRM. SURE WILL! hahaha...

hmmmm.... played FF8 the whole day today. the main charc is imbalanced la. other charcs deal 500 dmg. he deals 5000. WTH. but then again. i pumped him up like shit. HEH.

but i dun tink anyone is interested in how i play the game! SO I SHALL STOP!

cant wait for my bday. haha.. cos by the time my bday comes.. ALL THE PROJECTS WOULD BE DONE WITH AND EVERYONE WILL FEEL LIKE CELEBRATING.

i wonder who will celebrate with me on a thursday?

i hope theres alot. :(

Gerald
Shu hua
Justine
Keith
Yizhi
Timonthy
Jensen
Jolene
Cynthia
Jacob
Sandra
Shiying
The thing from god-knows-where. (yes even "it") i'm being nice lor.
Louis
Kenneth
Tsu kin
George

ALL BETTA MAKE IT.

i'm broke. i keep forgetting to get the class to pay me money. HAHAHA..

i'm gonna blog..

hahahah actually i wanted to skip blogging today.. but gerald damn funny. i have to blog and TELL EVERYONE!

gerald. funny. he said he'll finish his thing by the time i got home. but all he did was the 1st paragraph. nice talk sexy. nice talk. hahaha. gerald rocks. see gerald. i blog the most bouts u leh. hahaha.. arent you happy? U BETTA BE. HAHAHA. me and him had a 1 on 1 study date lor... then louis came and be so bright... :( HAHAHA.. i'm gona chase him away and give us more time alone next time. hahahaha.........


thx twin for treating me movie today.. =P kidding la. hahaha.. tmr i pay ya back! and treat u buffet!

sandra is smart. i taught her for 5 mins and she cld do maths as well as me. damn. and i took so damn long to learn it. well wad to do. augs teaches good. i'm considering going into teaching. NO KIDDING LEH. HAHAHA.

well i'm done. i like this song. WHEREVER YOU WILL GO. its like so damn old. but nice la. hahaha. i dedicate this song to couples everywhere! namely... juS and jerY, and erm. ok. well. tts the only couple i can tink of. HAHAHA... CYA!

Wherever you will go

So lately, been wondering
Who will be there to take my place
When I'm gone you'll need love
To light the shadows on your face
If a great wave shall fall and fall upon us all
Then between the sand and stone
Could you make it on your own

If I could, then I would
I'd go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go
And maybe, I'll find out
A way to make it back someday
To watch you, to guide you
Through the darkest of your days
If a great wave shall fall and fall upon us all
Then I hope there's someone out there
Who can bring me back to you

Run away with my heart
Run away with my hope
Run away with my love
I know now, just quite how
My life and love might still go on
In your heart, in your mind
I'll stay with you for all of time

If I could turn back time
I'll go wherever you will go
If I could make you mine
I'll go wherever you will go
I'll go wherever you will go

wedneday! hahaha.

stuff that happened today.

class was damn fun la. i love maths class. the teacher rocks sia. SERIOUSLY! HAHAHA. class is damn fun.. gerald makes class fun. keith makes class fun. juS makes class fun. my twinSH makes class fun. cynthia makes class fun. louis makes class fun. ermm.... yizhi makes class fun. SHIT LA. BASICALLY EVERYONE BESIDES YOU-KNOW-WHAT.

and u noe wad? i 100% sure that someTHING likes keith in class. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

well.. once again. i seriously have to thank Jensen / KaKa i tink he likes being called that so i shall call him that. HE MAKES LESSONS SO MUCH EASIER. i owe him BIGGG time OK! THANKS! haha... see u get a whole paragraph. cool huh. u can thk me lata. :D

went to study at cartel in cine today.. did maths! hahaha... have to bring my CM book tmr.. sian. haha... well.. did maths! ok more like... i slacked and everyone else did maths. hahaha. blog blog i shall... hmmm..

pass midnight liao.... i tink i shall slp soon.. u noe wads my wish now.

i wish i had like this mini fridge in my room. hahaha.. so i can stock green teas and OMG I WILL ENJOY LIFE. also my expenditure will rise greatly... but... I LOVE GREEN TEA.

and before i forget...

SUPER SPECIAL THANKS GOES OUT TO MISS JUAY SHU HUA (see i got yr name right din i?) whos also my twin! WAH LAU. my twin rocks la. how she noes i like char siew pau?! i guess she likes it too! cos when she asked if i needed anithin. i told her sumthing small and char siew pau popped into my head. THEN SHE REALLY GOTIT LA. OMG. tts twinship for u right there. hahahaha. oh and green tea too. woohoo. i tink i really owe her buffet la. THANKS!

and louis :( HOW DID I PISS U OFF? SORRY! but i'm nice to you lor! juz that yr sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo ez to suan.. :/ but i wont suan u so much animore! hahahaha.. ehhh i gave u so much stuff! TREATED YOU TO A BIG PAU....... let u finish my pringles..... i try to bring more ok!! :D u are welcome to use my laptop ANYTIME! hahaha... SORRY. i wanted to say that.. but....

i dun say sorry to people face to face. its sumthing i simply cannot do. hahaha... BUT IF U DUN FORGIVE ME. then my everyday blog readers will hate you. yes. so u actually have NO CHOICE. HAHAHAHAHA. =P

and before i forget. i have to declare that....... JUSTINE IS LIKE THE FUNNIEST GAL IN THE WORLD. HAHAHAHA. u are la! seriously! hahaha.......

also. i hope gerald's feeling betta! he din look so gerald-like when school ended.. :( dang.

hope keith's interview was ok...

yea. today rocked. i love school. i love all u people. i love my class. i love the world.

thank you lord for giving me all i have right now.

i pray for my class. i hope everyone does well in their exams and do well in whatever they choose next year. yes. even you-know-who. i've decided to be very nice to *****. dislike, but still nice.
AMEN.

haha... i hope i stay this happy all my life. i love my life. sorry keith that yours aint that great. HAHAHA. DAMNIT! I LOVE THE WORLD.

i tink i'm sick

hahaha... i feel funny. and damn tired. so i'm gonna slp now. at 9.30 PM. OMG. i've neva slept so early since A VERY LONG TIME. heh!

basically stoned the whole day. boring. nothing to do.

missed the parade on tv cos i feel asleep juz now. still damn tired.

and i'm gona slp now. haha...

FIREWORKS ON MONDAY WAS DAMN GOOD LA. OMG.

i took some vids. but i'm not sure i wana show anyone. i watched it... the visual part was good la... but u noe WAD WAS DAMN IRRITATING? MY OWN DAMN VOICE. HAHAHAHAHA. i heard myself and i wanted to slap myself. ALOT OF TIMES. hahahahaha......... nights everyone!

to those who worked today...

CONGRATS ON YR DOUBLE PAY TODAY!

today was good.

i posted you and me cos i love this song! hahaha and everyone shld love it TOO. today was my sis's bday... and i went in search of sandra's present too!

i found sumthin i liked. BUT I"M A GUY. OMG. i hope sandra likes it la. its quite ex and all. but she's not gona noe the price. SECRET. HAHAHA..

my sister.. i bot her a pink laptop cover thing. quite ex. havent paid yet but her friends bot it for her 1st. they went funan and found it. i hope it looks cool. if i'm not wrg its 30++. i'm gona be broke this month..

then we had dinner! at some kopitiam near my house... wah lau. got this dog damn sad lor. it kept walking around our table.. cos it was starving damn badly... and it wasnt a stray dog la! cos there was a collar... so like my whole family was like quite pity the dog.. THEN MY MOM WAS DAMN FUNNY LA! cos tot that dogs only lick bones and suck them but not totally eat them. which was wad i thought at 1st too! but apparantly dogs EAT THE WHOLE DAMN THING. hahahahaha..

aniwae after we finished our meal... i saw the dog rummaging through flower pots to find stuff to eat and i was OMG. it looks like its gona die with desperation la..... so i told my family ehhh the dog eating soil leh. damn sad la. so we threw the dog chicken bones. LIKE ALOT LA. and the dog finished everything.. then we gave him lemon chicken. and he ate it also... then got sumthing damn funny. my dad wanted to pass the bones over to my mom's plate. cos his way blocked he cannot throw himself. then he missed and landed in the lemom sauce. THEN MY MOM SAID. WHY U WANA GIVE THE DOG LEMON CHICKEN BONE AH? HAHAHAHAHAHA. then after while the dog was still eating.. i told them hurry up lata the dog follow us home.. so we faster about to leave liao then my mom suddenly say WE HAVENT PAY BILL YET! HAHAHA. so we pay bill and faster go. lucky the dog neva follow us home. heh..

funny right! lol... aniwae i tink i will slp soon. i'm going with ber and friends to watch FIREWORKS on monday! i hope ber noes the way. cos i have no idea. haha.

you and me.

What day is it
And in what month
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

Cause it's you and me and all of the people
Nothing to do, nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people and
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you

All of the things that I want to say
Just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words, you got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

Cause it's you and me and all of the people
With nothing to do, nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people and
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off you

Something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right

Cause it's you and me and all of the people
With nothing to do, nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people and
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of

You and me and all of the people
With nothing to do nothin to prove and
It's you and me and all of the people and
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you

What day is it
And in what month
This clock never seemed so alive

gultyness.

wad happened? i feel so damn guilty. hope it all works out fine.

i blog for the sake of blogging today. have no mood wadsoever. NO MOOD. sigh. hope no more trouble arises. as if its not bad enough.

tmr.... not going church... no.. cos i'm going with friends to city's harvest's 16th year anniversary......................

yea........ god. please tell me what to do. i actually prayed over this. i dun usually pray. i have to admit i havent exactly been a good christian. but this is one of the lowest points in my life. i hate causing trouble for others. i dun like getting people in trouble. and i juz hate getting ppl i'm close to in trouble. damn it. and i hate it even more if a person gets in trouble while nothin happens to me. the guilt is unbearable.

and whats worse?

when sumone close to me gets in trouble while nothing happens to me.

do not ask me bouts this post. i will not answer and give anyone a sad face.

ANYWAY. away from sad things...

i finally feel free. free. free. heh. also. i'm gonna concentrate on studying this few weeks. so.. no more outings. no more going out. i need to straighten out my studies. gona save money. yea. i am.

i'm terribly sorry.

so sorry that, i've prob won like the sorriest guy in the world award.

that is all. bye bye.

hahahaha i feel so impt

WAH SO MANY PEOPLE ask me to blog! I SHALL BLOG! and justine called me dear summore. MUST BLOG LIAO LOR! hahahaha

NI MEN YING LIAO LOR.

keith rocks! hahaha... i did not noe in tried to see my blog 5 times in a day! WAH! i'm touched. so i shall most likely blog everyday.. haha... AND THX KEITH FOR THE DISC! (once i have it la. hahaha.)

louis rocks! hahaha... he asked me to blog aso! i din noe he sees my blog everyday. i'm touched. haha...

juS rules! hahahaha... i din noe so many people missed my blogging! wahh i betta blog everyday lor! haha... thx juS for helping me with my CM today! haha... and for buying me green tea.. haha...

JENSEN!! HAHAHA... even u tagged to ask me to update! WOW! haha.. ok... HOPE U ARE WELL AND FINE AND GOOD. if the doctor cannot cure you slap him please. hahaha...

SHUHUA MY TWIN! u said u tagged but then again i cant see it cos i'm updating now. hahaha.. so wadeva u tagged.. thanx! hahaha...

CYNTHIA! HALLO. hahaha... damn. i have so many fans la! but...

WHERES GERALD? :(

haha.... oh well... did i miss out anyone? i hope not. hahaha... today after school.. augs and augs and juS and Jensen and Gerald went to cartel in cine to study.. haha.. thx to juS for booking the table there. haha..

then after that... we ate... yea. and then gerald's friend called ryan came to talk to him... THEN I CALLED GERALD AND TOLD HIM.... eh wah lau. come inside la. hahaha..... so... they did... and.... we went to play dota after that. hahaha.. the gals went shopping... i'm damn sad la. lycanthrope supposed to be damn good... but i got owned totally. sigh. WELL AT LEAST MY OMNI KIKED ASS.

if i'm not wrong.. today i bought a skirt... a shirt... a comb and some red and white hair tying thing! hahaha. AND GREEN TEA PEACH FLAVOR! hahaha...

getting abit sleepy. wanted to watch movie today lor. haha.. oh well :( THX TWIN! hahaha...

after dotaing... juS left.. :( but since it was to meet her jery. i forgive her. HAHAHA... then we went to long john's silver to study... everyone but the twins ate... duno leh. still felt full from lunch.. haha.. then we studied. haha.. learnt fsp today.. thx Jensen! haha... i wonder how long this blog will go! after that..... gerald and ryan went off.... so me and jensen went with shu to popular where she got a new notebook! I FORCE HER TO BUY ONE LOR. hahaha... she betta write nots everyday sia! and i shall give her my last remaining apple sticker to make her notebook even cooler. hahaha... U BETTA BE HAPPY LOR! haha.. after that we walked jensen to the mrt.. then me and shu went to look for food. seems like everyone loves mushroom swiss! haha..

i noe jensen likes mushroom swiss too.. :P hahaha..

and sumhow everytime my boo comes up.. shu hua jumps.. HAHAHA... it happened twice today..

I KEEP LAUGHING LA HAHAHAHA. see. again. hahahaha.... ok... again... lol! aniwae.. i tink its long enough for today. haha.... I BLOGGED LIAO! hahaha.. HALLO JUSTINE! HAHAHA...