dreams and wishes.

i always had this one. i think i mentioned it before. maybe in sec sch. who knows.

since one of the times i went austrailia/switzerland/new zealand. i forgot which country. they all look the same la. HAHA. well.. the enviroment anyway. its nice.. peaceful. i loved it. thats when i decided. that day, that when i'm older and i have money,

i'm gonna migrate to a countryside.

and here's how i imagine my life over there :

i want a simple life.

i wana wake up to a good morning everyday. instead of tripping over massive numerous loads of wires of my laptop, lamp, speakers, handphone charger etcs.

open the window and out there would be a view to die for. fields covered with greenery.

a sun rising over the waters.

mountains touching the skies.

and the sky. filled with clouds with none of them ever being the same as the other. dont u just wonder how wonderous the sky is? i do. haha. when i go to sch really early (NP) and no one's there. there are 2 things i do.
1)slp
2) i go to lvl 5 and use to sidewalk to access the balcony overlooking the canteen. and i would just stand there and look at the sky.

i love the sky! heh. its blue. with clouds. did u noe i'm totally a cloud watcher? hahahaha. i watch clouds. i love the sky.

and then going about my daily life. working, relaxing. just the simple life. haha. of cos its harder to get good rice overseas... but then i'll just have to cook myself then.

one day.

just u wait. i'll live life the way i want it. no one's gonna stop me.

but then again its, afterall, a dream huh?
a dream is a dream because u noe it wont happen.
tts wad a dream is to me anyway.

dreams hardly come true. tts wad makes dreams so special. if everyone had their dreams coming through. then it would lose the special value it has in their hearts.

i'm sure everyone has thought of this before ."once i get this i'll be satisfied and there's nothing else i would ask for" i get that alot. haha.. my speakers, my ipod. my mouse. my laptop. all materialistic things. and then i realise. those things dont really make me happy. sure, at the start once u get them you'll be feeling pretty satisfied. but then you'll want more and more. it'll never stop. its an everlasting cycle.

which is why i'm trying to avoid gettin the shures earphones. cos i noe once i start on that. i'll never, ever, buy something cheaper than that for the rest of my life.

same thing applies to my mp3. i noe i'll neva settle for anything beneath a ipod now. which might not be a good thing. haha.

technology is evil. haha.

however, i cant say i'm not enjoying my life now.

- my speakers + ipod combo kicks ass. (especially when u blast in. pure ownage.)

- i have good friends who'll be there for me to bitch with/at.

- AHEM.

- altho i might admit my finaicial situation COULD be abit better than now. haha..

i can pretty much say i'm satisfied and comfortable with my life now.

i've decided to settle for the sony $19 earphones too. hahaha. i hope i get it b4 my materialistic side kicks in and pushes me for shures. damn. i realise i'm quite spoiled when it comes to somethings. i have to learn that not everything goes the way i want it. haha.

then again, who would be happy when something they hope to happen doesnt?