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2006-02-27T14:34:00.000-08:00

haha ok. its 6.35am and mostly everyone i noe is slping. cept for.....

shu hua who just went off to slp not long ago. thanks for making me study. HAHA.

wilson whom i just chatted with who pangsehed me for spongebob.

iylia whom i just called who went back to slp till 645am. probably.

meeting ren and iylia for breakfast lata. attempted in this short frame of time to study as much as i can.. to no avail.

so i decided what better way to put myself back into the mood of reading and writing then blogging first. yeah. blogging's like the coolest thing in the world. haha.

BIS basically is a boring subject with a lot of topics to study for. guess i'm doing quite well. havent slept yet.

OK. there's pretty much whats been going on for awhile.

with doses of green tea by my side, i shall write about something more meaningful than what i'm doing now.

or try to, anyway.

ok. there's nothin to talk about. haha.. hmmmm ok iylia just came on. wilson stopped watching his gayass spongebob. ren's coming on. ron's coming on. heh. WELL TIME FOR SOME FUN AND GAMES. cya.

dreams and wishes.

2006-02-22T02:34:00.000-08:00

i always had this one. i think i mentioned it before. maybe in sec sch. who knows.

since one of the times i went austrailia/switzerland/new zealand. i forgot which country. they all look the same la. HAHA. well.. the enviroment anyway. its nice.. peaceful. i loved it. thats when i decided. that day, that when i'm older and i have money,

i'm gonna migrate to a countryside.

and here's how i imagine my life over there :

i want a simple life.

i wana wake up to a good morning everyday. instead of tripping over massive numerous loads of wires of my laptop, lamp, speakers, handphone charger etcs.

open the window and out there would be a view to die for. fields covered with greenery.

a sun rising over the waters.

mountains touching the skies.

and the sky. filled with clouds with none of them ever being the same as the other. dont u just wonder how wonderous the sky is? i do. haha. when i go to sch really early (NP) and no one's there. there are 2 things i do.
1)slp
2) i go to lvl 5 and use to sidewalk to access the balcony overlooking the canteen. and i would just stand there and look at the sky.

i love the sky! heh. its blue. with clouds. did u noe i'm totally a cloud watcher? hahahaha. i watch clouds. i love the sky.

and then going about my daily life. working, relaxing. just the simple life. haha. of cos its harder to get good rice overseas... but then i'll just have to cook myself then.

one day.

just u wait. i'll live life the way i want it. no one's gonna stop me.

but then again its, afterall, a dream huh?
a dream is a dream because u noe it wont happen.
tts wad a dream is to me anyway.

dreams hardly come true. tts wad makes dreams so special. if everyone had their dreams coming through. then it would lose the special value it has in their hearts.

i'm sure everyone has thought of this before ."once i get this i'll be satisfied and there's nothing else i would ask for" i get that alot. haha.. my speakers, my ipod. my mouse. my laptop. all materialistic things. and then i realise. those things dont really make me happy. sure, at the start once u get them you'll be feeling pretty satisfied. but then you'll want more and more. it'll never stop. its an everlasting cycle.

which is why i'm trying to avoid gettin the shures earphones. cos i noe once i start on that. i'll never, ever, buy something cheaper than that for the rest of my life.

same thing applies to my mp3. i noe i'll neva settle for anything beneath a ipod now. which might not be a good thing. haha.

technology is evil. haha.

however, i cant say i'm not enjoying my life now.

- my speakers + ipod combo kicks ass. (especially when u blast in. pure ownage.)

- i have good friends who'll be there for me to bitch with/at.

- AHEM.

- altho i might admit my finaicial situation COULD be abit better than now. haha..

i can pretty much say i'm satisfied and comfortable with my life now.

i've decided to settle for the sony $19 earphones too. hahaha. i hope i get it b4 my materialistic side kicks in and pushes me for shures. damn. i realise i'm quite spoiled when it comes to somethings. i have to learn that not everything goes the way i want it. haha.

then again, who would be happy when something they hope to happen doesnt?

sleepy

2006-02-16T11:52:00.000-08:00

pardon me if you've been offended. slping abit lil this few days. hahaha. i'm sorry everyone!

gg no re.

how to make friends lesson #1

2006-02-16T11:39:00.000-08:00

censored.

those who read it good for ya.

those who din even better. hahaha.

forget it. forgiveness!

**** blogspot.

2006-02-07T09:46:00.000-08:00

i said so much.. only to have the damn thing cleared. sigh.

i was apologising too. now i'm too tired to type everything out again........... god i'm sleepy.

i'm sorry shu hua. i really tried to keep to it... i'll explain soon. i feel bad and i cant face you.

i'm tired.

damn blogspot.

well top current news bouts me :

i joined the triathlon club. (Running, swimming and cycling)
i might quit work soon after hols if something else is more impt.
i'm gonna buy my mom something nice.

there. nights.

and i hope you(blogspot) dies. thanks for wasting almost half an hr of my time. thank you.

i feel like kicking something. sigh. i'm sorry again.

Post CNY

2006-01-31T09:21:00.000-08:00

well i have to wake in 5 hrs. sch. ah. sucha drag. haha..
damn it. i needa watch a few movies soon or i swear i will die.

memoirs of a geisha. (less piority)
fearless (yes please)
fun with dick and jane (number 1)
i swear selling tickets for this show is damn funny la. the first day. i met a malay woman who said "i want fun with dick and jane" and i just burst out laughing. HAHAHA. but it was quite funny la. heh.

work is fun sometimes. yr collegues really makes work easier for ya. hahaha...

a : fuck my ass.
b : ok. turn around.
a : fuck you!
b : so wad u want? fuck you or yr ass?
a : hahaha.
b : hahaha.

life is interesting.

yeah. well.. damn. all everyone seems to have watched them all. irritating la. haha... i'm missing out on a loada movies sia. fuck it.
whoops. vulgarity. sorry. fuck la. my lack of movies is irritating me.
feed me someone.

I NEED TO WATCH FEARLESS.
I"M DESPERATE.

well on to better news? i havent shorted in 3 days. HAHAHA. thanks shu hua for saving me 59 bucks..
i definitely owe u one big time. haha!

and today i exacted. FINALLY. haha... ok time to jio everyone and see whos gonna and havent watched fearless and be a tag along. HAHA.

ok. i seriously needa cut down on spending. yeah. STOP. i will not buy anyt expensive this month.. i swear! NO SHURE(not shu hua, but shure. she thought i was talking bouts her once. HAHAHA.) EARPHONES. instead. i'll buy stuffs for ppl. haha..

first i needa repay borrowed money. ok.....

well i needa slp i guess. i dun wana slp in class tmr. yet i do not feel like slping... weird. haha...

u noe wad? i love my life. dont u all? i mean sure. there are some ups and downs. but that makes life more interesting yeah? without bad things, wld good things be good? i dunno. just love my life. i have the best parents in the world la. and friends too. haha. god. thank you for making my life sucha wonderful one. i really feel lucky and blessed. haha..

and i'm confirm + chop... shit i forgot.... i was checking how to spell definetly which i successful did just now commenting on ren but now i forgot. shit. ahaha. #$^%#$^. oh well. oh yeah. i rmb. getting another card. haha. i needa save money. if i see my acc. i confirm will spend like a bitch. so i'm gonna try to save by doing an experiment. haha... well people. nights. and if u managed to read throughout and landed here. congrats to you. you're good. u can probably read a book. hahahaha...
cya.

stuck in a moment

2006-01-31T09:20:00.000-08:00

I'm not afraid of anything in this world
There's nothing you can throw at me that I haven't already heard
I'm just trying to find a decent melody
A song that I can sing in my own company
I never thought you were a fool
But darling look at you
You gotta stand up straight, carry your own weight
These tears are going nowhere, baby
You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment and now you can't get out of it
Don't say that later will be better now you're stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it
I will not forsake, the colors that you bring
The nights you filled with fireworks
They left you with nothing
I am still enchanted by the light you brought to me
I listen through your ears, and through your eyes I can see
And you are such a fool
To worry like you do
I know it's tough, and you can never get enough
Of what you don't really need now...my oh my
You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment and you can't get out of it
Oh love, look at you now
You've got yourself stuck in a moment and you can't get out of it
I was unconscious, half asleep
The water is warm 'til you discover how deep...
I wasn't jumping...for me it was a fall
It's a long way down to nothing at all
You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment and you can't get out of it
Don't say that later will be better
Now you're stuck in a moment and you can't get out of it
And if the night runs over
And if the day won't last
And if our way should falter
Along the stony pass
And if the night runs over
And if the day won't last
And if your way should falter
Along this stony pass
It's just a moment
This time will pass

POST #80

2006-01-25T11:24:00.000-08:00

hahaha. OK. OOP OFFICIALLY SUCKS. heh.

i'm happy. really.

this concludes my 80th post. as u can see, i'm rushing posts. WHY?

so i can get to my 100th post and write about significant stuff.

until then there shld be short ones like this. unless there's sumthin worth blogging about. hahaha.

LOVE ME,

2006-01-24T12:18:00.000-08:00

DE DE DE DE, DE DE DE DE, DE DE DE DE DE DE DE DE DE DE.

its 4.20am. AND I AM HAVING FUN. YES

this makes my 79th post. enjoy.

what the world needs now, is love, sweet love!

2006-01-22T17:52:00.000-08:00

haha.. sorry guys. i think i like missed the biggest party in 2006. hope it was fun!

i'm having an financial crisis here! ren better return my money soon. i'm really broke. heh. and ber's gone too. somewhere in perth. haha! and the sad thing was she din even get my present which was the memoirs of the geisha book. saddening, haha..

talking about that, i was gonna get like posters of the geisha to give timothy cos he likes the movie but i forgot to take the poster. i guess missing out a name for M1 Sunday kinda distracts you huh. haha..

and i cant believe i'm blogging during school time and i'm not even in sch! haha.. i'm missing out on UID now. but i'll make it in time for BIS. haha..

Projects done - BIS, CATS.

Projects waiting to be done - UID, OOP.

and this is the fourth time i am waking up gerald. to no avail. : /

and i dont believe that LOVE -underlined- is the most beautiful thing/whatever in the world. i forgot who or what prompted this but i think i read it somewhere. i think even my speakers or Jessica alba kicks love's ass flat on the ground. hahaha. so cupid, u can kiss my ass. but then again. i'm AVOIDING this "love". i have better things to do. love is like a hobby, i can do without. end of story.

i'm i a dilemma, its chinese new year and i want new shoes, but i dont NEED new shoes. and i probably can afford them, but i needa save. cos it feels really good to save money and look at the amount and go, "woah." i'm proud. so far i have saved $17.00. woah. : / see. tts why i needa save. haha. i'm tired. its 10am and i wana go home and just slp. haha.. i wish it was the hols. there's so many things to do. i have movies to watch, well. tts it. but wad the heck! hols = MONEY. haha... mmmm. money. here is why money is important.

money = FOOD.
money = gals.
money = enjoyment.
money = house.
money = car.
money = credit card.
money = the 5 c's.
and i'm just repeating it over again. haha..

so there! i swear. without food i will die and kill myself off the face of this earth. haha.

LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE, LOVE LOVE, MAKES THE WORLD GO ROUND.

after so long, again.

2006-01-16T09:50:00.000-08:00

its monday night/tuesday morning. finished work. hahaha. kinda fun. till the end where i shorted 14, missed the last train and took a cab back. din see how much just gave money and got back change cos andrew called! hahaha.

now lets see how many ppl actually understand that.

allright. current news revolving arounf my life..

the TOP priority goes to BER who'll be going overseas in 2 days. leaving on wednesday. kinda sad really. like REALLY! heh.

finally got my sexy speakers, totally sexy. powerful and portable. wad else but.....

the altec lansing iM7! hahaha... too bad i'm always home late and i cant blast it YET. cant wait till i do tho. haha..

ok projects..... bah. i think i can complete BIS and CATS by this week. which leaves UID and OOP. sigh and damn. OOP! ah.

working is fun. especially if u dun short. haha. but 14's ok i guess. free laboring these days arent exactly bad. i'll pretend i went to watch a movie and treated summone on a weekday. hahaha.

i love my speakers.

now all i needa do, save money. then complete poly and be a teacher at a primary school. cant wait! HAHAHA. then i shall teach all my students how to be a nice guy like me when they grow up. IMAGINE. a class full of augs's. HAHAHA. how good singapore will be. hahahaha. :/

right.

read the newspapers lately?

2005-12-20T22:17:00.000-08:00

cos if u did.. then you wld have heard this nice story about singapore's favourite charity organisation. the NKF!

you noe that dudai guy that sued singapore press holdings and then later withdrew his case? well.... the figures just came out today? or recently la... and here's the REALLY shocking part...

EVERY 1 DOLLAR OF DONATIONS THEY GET, 10 CENTS. I REPEAT AND STRESS ON THE AMOUNT. 10 CENTS. is spent on the patients... so imagine u are happily watching the NKF show on TV. and suddenly u see this really hot guy/gal or yr fav actor/actress doing some crazy stunts.. and you go WOAH. i'm gonna donate 10 bucks to charity! so u call and donate. but in reality, you're only giving 1 dollar to the patient. fascinating isnt it?

which is why i neva donated to nkf in my life and probably neva will. i can only hope that the new guy can make sumthing outta this.. cos if i'm not wrg... when the case happened. close to 3800 ppl stopped donating to the NKF... and after this incident which i just said. it was followed by another 223 or around there ppl who stopped their monthly contributions.. i rather give my money to the cancer foundation. which i sometimes do! on the streets la. hahahaha.

well i was like damn pissed la. when i read the newspaper about this... basket. hahaha.... like lolzxzxz? OH WELL. wads done is done. no point looking back at the past. hahaha. oh yes. and a total of $322k was spent on 1st class tickets for airplane flights for dudai and those high ranking dudes. haha... hope i din get any of this wrong.. read the papers in the morning.. haha.. i have STM OK. HEH. DOTA TIME. CYA!

525600 minutes.

2005-12-12T21:07:00.000-08:00

hahah cool song. i dled it! HEH.

well firstly i'm sad cos ber is going overseas for a very long period. OH WELL.

i'm blogging b4 i'm heading to sch. hahaha... guess wad? i'm gonna watch aeon flux ON THE WAY to sch. HAHAHA.. YES. lol. cool huh. heh.

shit. i have no time to study. so i have to bring my notes overseas to study.. damn it. i think i'm gonna fail this time.. unless during hols i spam studies.. which is kinda hard to do since i've been playing all year. haha....

oh ok RENT's kinda nice.they have cool songs. haha... anyway i have to go now! i'm almost late. hahaha cya!

woah. its been a long time coming.

2005-12-03T11:14:00.000-08:00

hahaha.. cant even rmb the last time i blogged... time's are changing!

since the last time i blogged. lotsa things have happened yea..? the most recent was cynthia winning ICT superstar. ya noe wad. she shld join the next singapore idol. hahaha. I BET SHE WILL BE TOP 5!

what really made me blog was ren's recent tag bouts him removing me from his daily reads. sad really. but motivating. add me back will ya? :(

bought a harddisk. i'm gona have lotsa anime's now. haha.. currently..

1) bleach
2) FF7 with no subs
3) gundam with CHINESE subs. (kinda useless to me)

but who cares. i wana fill up my harddisk. haha!

kinda hate my phone now... it's kinda screwy... only holds 30 smses.. doesnt display miss calls.. BAH. i cant wait till march. NOKIA N90 will me mine.

i love waffles. the pic in ren's blog turns me on.. amagad. i'm hungry. i have church tmr and its 3.20. hope my pay's in. then i can spend with no guilt. hahaha...

who wants to watch aeon flux? looks cool.. this is a special offer going out to ppl who actually read this.

TAG ON MY BLOG SAYING YES YOU WANA WATCH AEON FLUX AND GUESS WAD? you get a treat from me. yes. tts right. it'll prob be on a thursday. or wednesday. whenever. i will treat you to a weekday cathay movie for aeon flux with just a simple tag on my tagboard. cool huh. GL PEOPLE. HAHAHA.

here's something else. mayb it'll happen for chronicles of narnia too. heh. been a long time since i watched a movie. kinda.

so here's a question. will this get me back up yr daily reads ren? hahaha... but hey. i'm not doing this to get ppl to read my blog ya noe. just feeling generous. this will not last long. hahaha..

i swear. bleach is cool at the later episodes. haha..

i'm happy. i only shortaged 60cents at work today...

its funny how i always feel this emptiness inside.. but recently its kinda getting stronger. tts why i'm like indulging in games and animes.. but like there's always an end to everything... games end... animes end.. everything! bah. i'm just gonna live life like it is.

CROSS THE BRIDGE WHEN U GET TO IT! but always prepare before each crossing!

yeah. my mom's funny.. when i called her to tell her i'll be extending 2 hrs today.. she said... why spend 2 hrs earning 9 bucks when u can be earning 20 an hr tutoring yr brother? LOL.

well. i'm done! mayb i'll play NFS most wanted. or slp. what wld you choose?

end.

FINALLY!

2005-10-28T15:34:00.000-07:00

HEY. hahahaha hallo everyone! finally blogging again... cos everyone is slping and no one seems to be awake to dota.. :/ SIGH.

ok i'm totally in money shit trouble.... i have 60 bucks flying around yicong, joshua and keith. BUT I HAVE NOTHING. i have no money at all. hahaha... i cant even eat the staff meal and cine.. :/ amagad.... 2 days already.. haha.. i cant wait till sch starts.. i can get my money back.... haha... shit leh...

eh anyone who owes me money... read this shit and pay me back wadever u owe me.. i seriously need money. heh...

OK HAPPY NEWS! my twin's like coming to usher 2 weeks from now. HAHAHA. OMG. but apparantly SHU HUA'S NOT HAPPY. i wonder why? HAHAHAHA.

ok i'm gona save... actually i got money in my bank. but i REFUSE TO USE IT. its like damn little also aniwae.. but i refuse to touch it. 2 times i was tempted. BUT NO. HAHA. strong will power here!

hope louis's ok. recover well!

waiting for joshua to dota.. haha...

omg.. i swear... the all american rejects rock la... out of my top 10 must have songs now... 5 of their songs occupy the 10 spots. HAHAHA... damn nice la.

- move along
- dirty secret
- stab my back
- it ends tonight
- change your mind

HEH. and i bet there's more to come.. haha...

ALLRIGHT. JOSHUA IS HERE. DOTA TIME!

EH SHU HUA. RMB OUR DEAL OK. LOLZXZXZ.

wah sian

2005-10-17T16:30:00.000-07:00

its 430..... heh.

right.

i'm kinda surprised at the closeness of cynthia and her family la! hahaha... i was reading her blog. like woah. i could neva do those things that she does. hahaha.... RESPECTS OUT TO YOU! and i totally agree with the missy elliot's adidas stuff. damn cool la. my friend has a bag from there! 100++ more ex than a crumpler. hahaha...

i duno wad to say, i have to like buy a present for louis la. but like the whole class is kinda disunited now? kinda weird. i tink i will just get him sumthing myself. hahaha too lazy to get everyone together. but then i need justine's help cos he noes which shirt he likes but i dont. :/

then again a shirt wld prob be like 50 bucks.. and tts like $30 over the budget i wld spend on a present for a friend... oh well. hahaha so therefore i need ppl to combine!

and i bought a new game today... hahaha...

FABLE : THE LOST CHAPTERS.

and i swear, its like.. the best game i've ever played... better than dota? yea. mayb i wont be saying it after i completed it.. but there you go. i love it so damn much... and wads even better? ITS ON MY PC. LAPTOP. HAHA.. therefore i can play it anytime i want. NOT ON THE XBOX. NO. but.... LAPTOP. omg i love my life... well kinda anyway. with a few glitches here and there.

like this one that happened recently where someone i thought i was close to did something i thought would never happen. but then it did. heh. it kinda hurts alot. its not pissing, justr hurting. and i cant forget it. well not yet aniwae. hahaha..

AND I SWEAR. I WILL CONTINUE TO KIDDING ALL THE FUCK I WANT. thats how i end up with so many good buddies aniwae. right? GUYS? HAHAHAHA. DUN DITCH ME NOW! and stop saying its KID. ok. i'm quoting here. this is not hey lets correct everyone's english day! OK. haha!

here's what i intend to do when sch starts.

1)listen during lectures.
2)play games during breaks. FABLE, FF7, SINGLE-MISSIONS FOR WC3 and expansion. omg.. i will be busy the whole year. hahaha...

there ya go. my poly life will be so shiok. cant wait for poly to start. then i can spend more time with gerald and keith. heh. ma gay buds that arent gay!

they say that guys can only be sad over 3 things.

1)money
2)woman
3)work/school

and all can be solved with a simple activity. drinking! haha.. but the thing is.. if u are sad over money, that wld prob mean the lack of money made u sad? and that wld mean u cant buy drinks cos of the lack of money? unless u are unhappy that u have money. then i wld slap you right here and now.

SO DOES THAT MEAN I AM SAD? cos my money sucks, and my work sucks, tts 2/3. hahahaha.. i dun need gals. so i dun give a damn.

NO. it doesnt. and WHY? cos i have the things that DO make guys happy! and i shall list them out. hahaha..

1) when they buy a game and find it so damn fun to play. = worth it = a good buy = happiness. hahaha..

2) when they have more games than the available time to play it. hahaha i duno it just sounds cool. "hey i have no time to play all my games" HAHAHA. that means u either have alot of games or too busy going out. or sumthing.

3)when u have good buddies that u meet online every night. and you noe they will be there for you to hear yr problems. hahaha.. THANKS GUYS FOR HEARING MY BITCHING ALMOST EVERY NIGHT! hahahaha.

4)i have nice songs which never fail to cheer me up. thanks yous songs.

5) someone who shares the exact same setiments as you most of the time about certain things that makes you not feel alone about thinking about those certain things. haha... (you know who you are) its a guy aniwae. told u gals are outta the question.

HAHAHA GERALD THIS REMINDS ME BOUTS 40-yr old virgin. I AM RETIRING MY COCK. LOLZXZXZ.

YOU KNOW HOW I KNOW YOU ARE GAY? COS U LOVE TOUCHING MY TRA-LA-LAS. hahahahaha. omg that show was funny la... i wana watch it again. heh.

i'm gona watch skele key with nad tmr.. then she can break her fast after that and eat. and drink too. i rmb the 1st time i heard break fast i was like seriously thinking why are they having their break-fast so late... then through repetition of the term break fast did i finally get was break fast was. HAHAHA. omg i felt like slapping myself. BUT. i will alwaes tell myself this...

I AM PANDAI! HAHAHAHA (THANKS NAD!)

and to all those pandai pantats out there! I NOE HOW TO INSULT YOU IN MALAY. HAHAHAHA.

FINALLY?

2005-10-15T03:57:00.000-07:00

HEH. after so damn long. well everyone din wana dota... and i din wana play FF7... and my xbox is downstairs.. SO i have time to blog! heh.

FIRSTLY, LOUIS'S BDAY IS COMING! YAY. -claps claps- which means i get to punch him! :D please dun be like keith hor! after one punch. "EH DUN WAN ANYMORE" and runs away. :/

u neh neh. (keith)

hahaha....

and then louis also has like damn good taste la. his shoes are so damn sexy. AHHH. but rmb. you make the shoes look sexy! not the other way around ok.

SECONDLY, i shall reply tags. hold on i needa load my blog....... hahaha.

CALX : NAH. AUGGY IS OLD-SCHOOL. and aaron started it. so how cool get it posibly get? HAHAHAHA. AND YES. i can get promoted. someday. lets say i work at cine for the rest of my life. SURE CAN GET PROMOTED LOR :( hahaha...

GERALD : u talk too lil la. wad u want me to reply. HAHAHA... THANKS FOR WATCHING MOVIE WITH ME AHX! although u DATED me. thanks! :P

CYNTHIA : are u still there? long time no talk sia! heh.. damn. i cant believe its been sucha long time since i updated! lol.. i shall slp after this. I HOPE NO ONE THINKS MY BLOG IS DEAD OK! heh.

AARON : lol.... shhhh dun tell everyone la.... i scared other guys jealous. HAHAHAHA.

KEITH : i dun hate my blog. juz damn lazy. hahaha... i cant wait for my 100th post where i shall do wad iylia did and do a testimonial to everyone who reads my blog and tags! hahaha...

IMELDA! : WAH. u tagged! i'm touched. hahaha.. WHERE DID YOU GET MY BLOG FROM! stalking me huh. nah kidding. hahahaha.. arent u grateful we all took a cab? just cos u were feeling sick too! lol.

IYLIA! : WAH. 2 tags sia. hahaha yea u betta link me! lolzxzxz. YOU TOOK SO LONG. and i linked u summore. i'm hurt. hahaha.... LETS PLAY MORE DOTAAA! :D

ok finally done. hahaha... after so damn long. i shall blog more! lol.

allright apparantly when i drink, i become a solemn guy. LOL. yes! unbelievable! but true! alchohol takes away the lameness in me! cos just now my friends were saying that i wasnt lame for a period of an hr. which is like. damn amaZing la. heh.

clubbing is not counted cos dancing makes u high. (not that i can dance well)

i duno wad else to say.. ah well.

THANKS TO THOSE PPL WHOM I CAN TELL MY PROBS TO IN BNET! hahaha... and msn too of cos! wah sian. i swear i will get over this. SOON ENOUGH.

ok. i think i shld slp soon... dun feel like tho.. sian. :/ ah well. shall surf the internet awhile. talked to keith in msn but no reply. must be slping.. haha..

-edit-

i came across this poll...

Would you rather be stranded in an island with your cellphone or food?

and i voted food.. cos its like damn obvious its food la... then i was shocked at the results... it was almost the same 53% food and 47% cellphone... which is kinda weird... cos... doesnt an island have no reception? and that means... the cellphone is kinda... abit.. the.. useless? hahaha... so its kinda shocking how deeply ppl think... "yea i can call the police to save me" YAR SURE. GO AHEAD.

but joshua had a smart answer. hahaha.. he said cellphone.. then order macs. cos macs has island-wide delivery. hahahaha... but then again, the cellphone cant work. HA. SO I WIN. lol.. ok i'm just bored. its 4 am. lol.

amagad.

2005-10-06T05:46:00.000-07:00

its been quite a long time since i blogged.. haha... allright... here it goes...

work is fun la. i like working. hahaha... today i watched the myth... not a bad show. hahahaha... got quite alot of fake parts tho! like got one part.

1 part - the guy's METAL helmet was floating on water? like... metal helmet's cant float? or can they. no idea. hahahaha.... sumone enlighten me.

played dota again. wad else? dota... FF7... work.... eat...... damn. i need sumthing else to do.. but whos complaining bouts my current life? its cool.

supposed to go ou with the class lata... but i havent slept yet... i'm getting so damn nervous bouts the results.... i hope i beat erene.. tts wad motivated me to study. HAHAHA I"M SERIOUS. well study abit aniwae... i shall try studying more next time.

wad i need to shop for :

earphones
ipod nano - saw my friend's one today. her's the black one.... chio......... i want it.
handphone. juz need the mp3 ringtone function. tts all.
well tts it. seems so lil. but i have no money.... so.... mayb.... i shall hold off the nano...

but earphones i need tho.. yea...

cynthia....... STOP asking me to type faster! wad to do when i write alot right! haha.. its like. 6 am...? so if i slp now... i slp for 5 hrs... hahaha.... soon la. mayb i shall stay up till 9 am.... check my results.... then slp with a smile(hopefully) and wake up and go!

NERVOUS. HAHAHAHA... GOOD LUCK EVERYONE! U ALL BETTA ACE IT AH.

here's wad i'm scared of.

- erene beating me
- shu hua using all the brain juice and left me none.
- scoring badly
- repeating a module

SIALAH. GG!

i feel poor........ hahaha.... i have like.... $1 in my bank.... KNN. my pay betta come soon. there are debts i must repay. like... 300 bucks to my dad! haha..

when darkness turns to light.

2005-10-06T02:48:00.000-07:00

maybe its best you leave me alone. A weight has lifted, on this evening.. i give the final blow..
WHEN DARKNESS TURNS TO LIGHT, it ends tonight, it ends tonight.

so basically this songs tells you to end whatever u wana end ASAP. LIKE TONIGHT. hahaha...

waiting for gerald.... dota. hahaha.. its like 3 am... yupp... but wth. hahaha... today gerald decided to have some public affection! HAHAHA... shu hua and jolene were laughin like shit while i was trying to hide it! LOLZXZ.

right... well today was.... well... hmmm.... interesting...

everyone thinks i wasted money on earphones... well let me ask you this: it aint wrg to spend alot on sumthing very impt to you right? and well, i'm totally into music. good music = good mood. hahaha... the day my mp3 player dies is the day u will see me in a bad mood... please dun die. so i like it when my music sounds betta. haha..

but i tink if i din buy the mouse, and the headphones... i wld have a nano... wad to do. i spent money to make myself happier. I WAS HAVING DEPRESSION AT THAT TIME. HEH. but using material things to make on happy doesnt last long. try using sumthing else ppl.

work starts at 4 tmr. haha.. stupid louis... where have you gone sia. haha.. pang seh us again. u broke shu hua's heart.. :/ to think i wanted to buy a bone for you. NO MORE. NEH.

well.... its ok keith... if u are not feeling well its cool! rest well! allright. found a cool song.

move along - the all american rejects.

lyrics are meaningful... letmme type abit here..

and even when your hope is gone move along move along just to make it through. MOVE ALONG!

which reminds me of another song...

only hope - switchfoot / only hope - mandy moore

cool song.

jolene thinks she's very funny...

augs : i need sumthing heavy to eat..
jol : then you need a weighing machine.

LOL.

FUNNY AH. HAHAHAHA.....

iris - goo goo dolls. mmmmm nice.

and i'll give up forever, to touch you.
cos i noe that u feel me somehow
you're the closest to heaven that i'll ever be
and i dun wana go home right now

endless love - the myth. ahhh. sexayy.

WELL..... I"m gONA PLAY 1ST. HEH. gerald HURRY.... :D

post-chalet

2005-09-29T09:10:00.000-07:00

hahaha... there's sumthing wrg with the creating a entry page... oh well... CHALET TIME!

hahaha this chalet was quite fun.... i'm gonna talk bouts wad i learnt first! HEH!

i learnt that the number of gays in our class is increasing... gay molest cases have been rising... louis with his fetish for pinching nipples and keith with his for butt pinching... wads up with that huh. hahahaha..
oh wait... i mean.... oh yea.. only louis.... keith falls under the desperate gals category.... HAHAHAHA.... kidding la... or not?

oh wait... interruption.. i was thinking in the train home... this word BITTERSWEET.. there's like so many meanings it can be... it can be sumthing sweet that is bitter? like a sweet love song that brings bitterness. or i cld mean sumthing bitter that is sweet. also, it cld also mean sumthin neutral.. since it contains sumthing positive and sumthing negative. then again its opiniated. cos mayb to some ppl bitterness is positive and sweetness is negative.. then u are weird. haha.. so next time i'm neutral with sumthing and instead of saying anithing.. i might say bittersweet. HAHAHA.. right.. aniwae...

since i'm waiting for dota.. i will continue... haha...

ok basically FF : AC is overrated... my friends were blabbing on like... "OMGZXZXZ ITS DAMN GOOD LA" but it was ok only la.. they shld have focused more on the limit breaks.. haha.. BACK TO CHALET..

ok i learnt that if your name is augustus wee yang jie. DUN EVER EVER play taitee with ppl like JUAY SHU HUA. DONT. firstly she has no conscience about how much psychological dmg she is doing by owning... and i mean complete OWNAGE. like... in 2 hrs.... i won once? hanxiang won twice? and she won the rest? i bet she plays taitee by herself at home. yea. WELL aniwae thanks for directing me to the toilet..! HAHA..

well i bought FF7.. after seeing jacob play it.. haha....

u noe wad. i tink like. jolene's the only one who reacts to ME singing. COS SHE SMILES. THANKS AH! HAHAHA... everyone else juz ignores.. bah. wad to do.. i tell you ah. jolene has good musical taste.. LOLZXZXZ. kidding la :P but seriously she does! hahaha.... i'm kidding bout the part concerning me. yea.

toothpaste is the root of all chalet evils. HAHAHA.. TTS ALL I"M SAYING.

gals are lucky. which kinda perverted guy wld try to put toothpaste when they are slping aniwae. u need a gal to help too.. like us. sneaky guy and gal went around toothpasting everyone! HAHAHA... GERALD AND KEITH. SNEAKY SHITS! :P ok la. kidding keith.. u are a guy too... *COUGHS COUGHS* shit. i need strepsils.'

i learnt that gerald can laugh like a gayshit too. hahahahaha.... usually he juz laughs.. but ever heard him go.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA * 9999?! NO. lol. well mayb not that many. but close enough. he laughed till he went onto the floor. so like.. guess how much. haha....

knnn..... today damn paiseh.. #^$^$@ rmb guys how much i zhao xia today? WELL... when i bot FF7.... and i said thank you... I KANA. @#^$@&^@$^%@$%@ and the cashier suddenly laugh.. like...

cashier : here's your change.
augs : thank yOU (zhao xiaed)
cashier : HAHAHAHA.

there. :/ shit.

i juz walked off. haha..

well basically this chalet rocked... THANKS JACOB FOR LETTING ME WATCH FF : AC!
THANKS GERALD FOR FINALLY COMING CLEAN AND TELLING EVERYONE BOUTS US. HAHAHAHAHA.
THANKS KEITH FOR MAKING IT NOISY AND FUN!
THANKS LOUIS FOR HAVING 3-4 TOOTHPASTES ON YR FACE AND NOT REALISING IT! [i tell u la. louis has like a damn good temper. keith bully him like shit he also take it like a man shld. keith is a bastard. hahahaha. (i'm serious :P or am i? hahaha)]
THANKS JUSTINE FOR GIVING ME WEIRD STARES EVERYTIME I SAY SUMTHING LAME.. LOLZXZ
THANKS SHU HUA FOR BEING A DAMN STEADY PERSON! she's one of the few that din slp much! ALSO NOT FORGETTING KICKING MY ASS IN TAITEE THANKS YOUS VERYS MUCHS.

damnit. i'm too lazy to mention everyone who went.. i'm getting stoned... i slept so lil.. came back and i played ff7. hahaha... i played... then went on msn.... put away and slping is cool and went back to play. GREAT JOB AUGS. sigh.. something is up.

1. you're like a dream come true
2. just wanna be with you
3. girl its plain to see, that you're the only one for me
4. repeat steps 1, 2, 3
5. make u fall in love with me
If ever i believe my work is done, then i'll start back at 1.

i tink this is kinda cool. so its like a forever and ever kinda thing. yea.

15 more mins to 10.... 10 = dota time...

let me plan my life now....

dota.
work.
sleep.
on sundays watch a date with a vampire in the night and go church in the morning.. (SHU HUA AND JOLENE WATCHES TOO!)

I WANT TO DECLARE SUMTHING. i tell you i am damn lame. hahahaha. so lame that lameness is in my blood. SO ANY VAMPIRE THAT SUCKS MY DIE WILL BE WHEEL-CHAIR BOUND FOREVER. HAHAHAHAHA. :/ see. i cant stop.. which reminds me of a song! some westlife song. ah.

HI JOHANNAH. I DIN NOE U READ MY BLOG TOO. HAHAHA. thanks to asking me to go for the talent-time thing last time! hahaha i will neva forget the F4 part la. HAHAHA.. i swear i laughed like shit la! and all cos of that i sing that meteour song sumtimes. tho i only noe one part. haha..

I DUNO WAD TO DO! SO I SHALL DO NOTHING. HEH! GERALD DEAR DOTA PLEASE. and now... this is wad i feel like doing... sorry if it irritates u ppl but...

shit sumthing happened. i had to delete everything. hahaha.. but basically i was hitting my keyboard. haha.

end.

song of the moment - someday we'll know

SOMEDAY YOU'LL KNOW THAT I WAS THE ONE FOR YOU. HAHAHAHAHA.

hahahaha..... I"M HIGH.

2005-09-23T07:01:00.000-07:00

ITS 7 AM PEOPLE. AND i am still awake. so is gerald. hahaha...

we juz finished dota! i finished work at 3 today... heh... free taxi! HAHA... ok good news. i took off on tues wed and thurs for my class.. APPRECIATION PLEASE! haha...

i feel like playing dota... but no one to play with! need more ppl.. haha... SO I SHALL WAIT TILL 930.. WATCH YUGIOH. AND POKEMON. HAHAHAHA...

ok now i've decided to reply tags using my blog.. so here it goes! haha..

jolene : EGO LA. hahaha... how wld i noe whether u broke so many guy's hearts?! U SURE DIN BREAK MINE. HAHAHA. but then again i'm half guy half elmo. HAHA..... NICE HAIR AGAIN. MAY NO LICE LIVE IN YR HAIR FOREVER! LOL.

shu hua : how u noe got nests. U CLIMB UP TO SEE AH. hahaha... and i still tink birds slp at night. so how to shit. hahaha.. UNLESS.... they can sleep-shit. HAHAHA........ YES HI I AM AUGUST. $&#%&%#&# i was damn jealous today la........ both u and louis had GOOD FOOD: NASI LEMAK....... I HAD MEE AGAIN. pissed me off! lol... wad to do. food makes me happy. haha... but thanks to some gal called nurul and some gal called rachel who cheered me up! HEH. not that i noe them well but THANKS!

CYNTHIA LA: of cos la! how u expect the president to react when he goes out and sees some whacko laughing like siao. HAHAHAHA... :P kidding la. haha.... i dun understand yr un-english words... haha.....

SAD LA. ONLY 3 TAGS... ok... time to talk bouts ppls! HEH...

WILSON & ERNEST & REN THANKS FOR VISITING ME! HAHA....
wilson: finally u got a job! hahaha.. dun screw up and get fired ah! hahaha... LOVEYA! :)
ren: screw you. neh. -jealousy creeps in- STOP SHOWING OFF YR ACCUMALATING WEALTH. :P if i say i love you will u gimme a nano? HAHAHA I LOVE YOU! LOL.
ernest: u dun read my blog but NICE TO SEE YOU! sorry eh no hot babes to intro you while i was working! HAHA...

shu hua told u my badge was funny right. HAHA...

gerald ah..... SIALAH. i'm waiting for u to bath. BATH FASTER CAN! Haha...... ok i found out sumthing bouts gerald! HAHAHAHAHAHA. after he baths he comes out with juz a towel on. JUZ A TOWEL. so u can like pull it off. LOL. i swear i din do it tho. haha...

i havent heard from keith in awhile.... :/ sad..

louis too... sad.. :/

JOLENE HAHA........ hi.

i still miss ber.. cant wait for yr exams to be over allright!

i heard calista got fired. HAHAHAHA KIDDING.

ok......... thanks hanxiang for bringing my cam all the way down to cine! THANKS YOUS ALOTS! i will rmb to photocopy my dad's ic!

hope i dun screw the chalet up.. :/

CANT WAIT FOR CHALET. i love my class. they organise such cool things. haha.. FOOD WAIT FOR ME OK!

and bros.. RMB THE SECRET PLAN! (Wilson will spread it juz ask him!) LOL. WILSON RMB?! :P

ok... done.. this is a long blog. haha.... i tink... izit long? I TINK SO.

ELMO SIGNING OFF.

ok me and gerald are waiting for a guy and then gona play summore! HEH.... LOVE YOU LOTS GERALD! lets count how many LOVERS I GOT.....

4! GERALD WILSON AARON AND IYLIA!. LOL... sorry ah aaron and iylia..... made u jealous when i stayed over at gerald's... BE LIKE WILSON! HE UNDERSTANDS. HAHAHHAHAHAHA. lol. cya.

HAPPY BDAY YIZHI!

2005-09-22T05:45:00.000-07:00

HAHAHA HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! LOLZXZX

ok....

2005-09-22T05:02:00.000-07:00

TIME : 4:45AM.

OMG... ok... 1st thing's first.....

SORRY GUYS! hahahaha but me and gerald we having the time of our lives slping TOGETHER... so we SLEPT FROM like... 5am till 4pm. HAHAHA.....

yea... and now i'm stoned... i betta slp soon.. working 8 hours tmr... from 6pm till 3am... HEH. THEN HOME FOR DOTA. my offdays are after that!

me and gerald mayb going swimming! WHO ELSE WANS COME? on saturday! hahaha... i noe wilson cant... he got work.. :/ OH WELL. haha...

TOO BAD. cos we are goin to this lakeside one? jurong sum shit. where its damn fun. WE SHALL SEE....

sialah. they all said... u sure this is malaysian? I LOOK LIKE CHINESE KUNG FO HUSTLE. HAHAHAHAHAHA. this is wad happens when augs wears sumthin malay. he makes it chinese. LOLXZXZXZ. seriously i look funny meh! haha.. OH WELL.

well got free dinner today! i love malaysian festival! LETS HAVE IT EVERYDAY! HAHAHA.. OK.. NIGHTS.

thanks gerald for treating me dinner the other day and putting me up in yr house! haha... THANKS GAYSHIT! :P THINK I DUNO U WERE HUGGING ME WHILE WE WERE SLPING AH! HAHAHAHAHA. :)

thanks jolene for tagging! hahaha... NICE HAIR. LOVE IT. dun break too many guys' hearts with that AH! HEH. COOLZXZX!

thanks cynthia for laughing at me so much till i got transferred AWAY from greeting the president. THANKS. HAHAHA. WANA SAY "thank you for coming sir" BUT NO. U WLDNT LET ME. HAHA!

thanks louis for visiting me twice! heh! and 3 times if u count with the whole group! THANKS LA!

well tts it... haha... anybody else......

thanks birdies for not shitting on me as i went home today.. or bats.. wadeva.. BATS LA SHU HUA. WAD KINDA BIRD shits on ppl during the night?! only bats! i tink? ok mayb birds.. or bats.. u noe wads funny. when i saw it in the reflection.. i tot it was popcorn. HAHAHA. SO I TOUCHED IT. AMAGAD. oh well. tough luck.....

WELL NIGHTS! THANKS JUS FOR CALLING ME altho.... i forgot pretty much everything i said.... cos i was slping... haha.. BUT I DID RMB THIS... "I"M STILL IN THE TAXI" HAHAHA. NIGHTS.................................................

oh yar... yizhi's bday present.... I WORE A COSTUME FOR YOU. and makde u laugh. HAHAHA.... THANKS ME LATER!

cya readers! TAG PLS..

p.s calista : neh is juz a sound. HAHAHA NEH. ANIWAE.... some ppl tink neh is spoken like "i wana pinch yr neh nehs (which sounds like neigh neighs"(pervert talk) BUT ACTUALLY.. its more like a well.. neh? hahaha.. ASK ME TO PRONOUCE IT NEXT TIME THEN. cos i cant tink of a word that sounds like that.... ok.......................................

well..................................... work tmr... hahaha... i needa show louis and shu hua sumthing funny tmr. :( HAHA NIGHTS! even my mom and sister were laughing at it! HAHA... i'll bring it and show everyone sia... haha..

ok seriously NIGHTS.

#%&^#^$@#%@#

2005-09-21T04:45:00.000-07:00

I"M SLEEPY. NIGHTS GHAHAHA

THANKS CYNTHIA FOR BLOGGING FOR ME HAHAHA..

OK......................................... NIGHTS.. OH WAIT WAIT

GERALD IS SLEEPING SOON. SO IS AUGS.

CALISTA GOONIGHTS!

BYE!

ok... juz set alarm at 12. HAHAHA WE"RE GONA BE DAMN LATE.

nights.

ber this is for you! READ CAREFULLY.

2005-09-20T03:51:00.000-07:00

AUGS MISSES BER BAD.

this took 3 secs. LOLZXZXZX.

sialah!

2005-09-20T03:43:00.000-07:00

hahahaha ok this will be short too!

dota sucked. i dced everygame. but so did the rest. :/

work was fun. hahaha.... i'm starting to like working there. haha..

TMR'S PLAN.

1) WORK.
2)MEET GERALD WILSON REN AFTER WORK
3) EAT SEAFOOD BBQ
4)TAXI TO GERALD'S HOUSE
5)HAVE FUN -hint hint- HAHAHAHA. (dun be jealous wilson aaron and ppl who love me :P) nah kidding.
6)wake up the next day to meet class for YIZHI'S BDAY!

OH YES. i found another who loves me alot....... AND THAT IS................................................................................

A BAT. YES A BAT. WHY? COS IT BLOODY SHAT ON ME. AT LIKE 11PM while i was walking to somersat mrt.. knn.... and wad is goddamn weird is...

i only realised it when i was waiting for the mrt.... in front of the mirror. oh shit. dad juz came home and scolded me! OK NIGHTS! there was more to talk about.. but.. OH YAR.

LOUIS THANKS FOR VISITING ME TODAY! I STRESS ON... ONLY PERSON to visit me today. HAHAHA..... THANKS! lets wear our pink shirts together! LOL. CAN U TAG MY BLOG PLEASE. read read dun tag. damn lazy la you.

i got a pink shirt. SIGH. CYA AND NIGHTS.

wow. this took 6 mins. HAHAHAHA.

lol improvement. its 4 now!

2005-09-19T16:01:00.000-07:00

omg. work starts at 2 tmr. sian. hahaha... so i'll make this short.

THANKS LOUIS FOR STUFF IN THE KITCHEN :P AND WEARING A SEXAYY PINK SHIRT THAT MADE ME LAUGH LIKE SIAOXZXZX!

THANKS GERALD FOR CARING! HAHAHAHA

THANKS HANXIANG FOR LAUGHING WITH ME. cos no one else did... not shu hua... not jane... all u ppl with no sense of humour. hahahah kidding! but then again u dun read my blog do you?!

THANKS SHU HUA FOR MAKING ME LAUGH AT THE COM HAHAHAHA.

HI BER! LOVEYA! quit studying and spend more time reading my blog yea? hahahaha...

CALISTA! lol got nothing to say.. so.. HI!

WILSON! hahaha... hope u get a job soon!

AARON! sialah its ok... i wont get my nano soon. hahaha but it seems far away la.. i tink i needa use my 2nd paycheck to settle stuffs. haha...

damn. kana sai la tmr. the last show today kana cut halfway. some stupid guy demanded complimentary passes so we had to give out 65 passes in the end. WTF. gay. haha.... i calculated. tts like. 7 * 65. AMAGAD. hahaha...

gerald is sending me a song now! haha... it betta be nice! cos i am staying up for it.. LOL I JUZ GOT IT. its the song i was gona download! haha..
flyaway by nelly. nelly rocks. haha..

sian. sleepy. hahaha...

IF ONLY I WASNT FEELING SHIITY WHEN I MET THE RAZOR AND HEADPHONES. then i wld still have money... then i wld be having a nano now. hahaha.. but NOOO... splurging cheers me up. i mean like lookin at my mouse makes me happy la... but.... still.. a nano wld be.... neh. hahaha...

allright. NIGHTS. CYA. BYEBYE.

THIS BLOG TOOK 26 MINS TO WRITE. lol.

meant to live - switchfoot

2005-09-19T04:00:00.000-07:00

Fumbling his confidence
And wondering why the world has passed him by
Hoping that he’s bent for more than arguments
And failed attempts to fly, fly

We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside
Somewhere we live inside
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside

Dreaming about Providence
And whether mice or men have second tries
Maybe we’ve been livin with our eyes half open
Maybe we’re bent and broken, broken

We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside
Somewhere we live inside
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside

We want more than this world’s got to offer
We want more than this world’s got to offer
We want more than the wars of our fathers
And everything inside screams for second life yeah
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live
We were meant to live

yea. this song is old, but still rocks. heh.

BASICALLY. we were meant to live for more than what we're living now! SO STOP SMOKING. STOP DRINKING. AND STOP EVERYTHING ELSE. hahahaha.... WHY U ASK?

cos we were meant to live for so much more than that.

up where we belong.

2005-09-18T23:09:00.000-07:00

i'm into oldies now sia.. hahaha.. altho their slow and boring to some ppl... they rock...

Who knows what tomorrow brings
In a world, few hearts survive
All I know is the way I feel
When it's real, I keep it alive

The road is long, there are mountains in our way
But we climb a step every day

Love lift us up where we belong, where the eagles cry
On a mountain high
Love lift us up where we belong, far from the world
below, up where the clear wind blow

Some hang on to used to be
Live their lives, looking behind

All we have is here and now
All our life, out there to find

The road is long, there are mountains in our way,
But we climb them a step every day

Love lift us up where we belong, where the eagles cry
On a mountain high
Love lift us up where we belong, far from the world
We know, up where the clear winds blow

Time goes by, no time to cry, life's you and I
A live today

Love lift us up where we belong, where the eagles cry
On a mountain high
Love lift us up where we belong, far from the world
We know, where the clear winds blow

cos i got the always cd! ALL OLDIES. hahahaha....

i'll blog again lata. juz came home.

ITS 5 AGAIN OMG.

2005-09-18T05:03:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHA ITS 5 AGAIN. SIALAH. NIGHTS!

neh. before i go i wanted to thank some ppl i dun usually talk bouts but they smsed me cool stuff!

JOLENE! she smsed me some nice sms la! DID NOT EXPECT THAT cos like we arent close! BUT YOU ROCK. ELMO-CALLER. hahahaha.....

SANDRA! altho the msg u sent me was in chinese and i din understand! so i asked louis and he's a lousy interpreter. so all i found out was that there's a word lanturn festival or sumthing. I UNDERSTOOD THE ENGLISH PART THO. hahaha...

OK NIGHTS. THANKS SHU HUA FOR FREE MOVIE.

i'll mention whoever made my day nicer! WHO CARES WHAT U ALL THINK. HAHAHA.

ber totally made my day today!

augS. ber deserves a slap. hahahaha says:
i've alwaes tot u LOVED ME
augS. ber deserves a slap. hahahaha says:
:D
ber (lulu) says:
oh datz for sure
augS. ber deserves a slap. hahahaha says:
hahaha
ber (lulu) says:
but other den u... dere's no one else

sorry ber had to blog this! HAHAHA.. LETS COUNT HOW MANY PPL LOVES ME. HAHAHA..

1) BER!
2)GERALD!
3) WILSON!
4) IYLIA!
5) AARON!

WOAH. TTS ENOUGH. hahaha... OK WHO ELSE LOVES ME? TAG AND TELL! HAHAHAHA..

nights.

out of my head

2005-09-17T21:20:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I feel
like I am drunk behind the wheel
the wheel of possibility
however it may roll
give it a spin
see if it can somehow factor in
you know there's always more than one way
to say exactly what you mean to say

Was I out of my head? Was I out of my mind?
How could I have ever been so blind?
I was waiting for an indication
it was hard to find
Don't matter what I say only what I do
I never mean to do bad things to you
so quiet but i finally woke up
if you're sad then it's time you spoke up too (x2)

Was I out of my head? Was I out of my mind?
How could I have ever been so blind?
I was waiting for an invitation
it was hard to find
Don't matter what I say only what I do
I never mean to do bad things to you
so quiet but i finally woke up
if you're sad then it's time you spoke up too.

sianzxzxzxz.

2005-09-17T21:06:00.000-07:00

working is good. tiring. now i'm too tired. and i dun tink so much. and i dun tink bouts depressing stuff. and helps me forget stuff. = happiness. haha... work is funny la.. i've decided not to be lame cos my fellow workers dun look like the appreciate lameness! hahaha...

AND WAD DOES THIS MEAN?

person1: hey u got a gf?
augs: nope.. staying single.. good life.
person1: sure anot? yr face is those got gf one.
augs: FUCK YOU.(nah kidding. she my senior i wont say that) huh? no leh. used to have but now i dun wan.
person1: ahh see.. i knew it.
augs: -_-"

AND....

person2: yr hair like alot of ppl have
augs: oh.
person2: like blah and blah and blah.
shu hua: OH YAR!
augs: -secretly thinks- i bet they all spent hundreds on their hair. while i spent 9 bucks. HAHAHAHAHA

AND....

person3: u catholic?
augs: no.. christian.. why?
person3: oh nothing.. but u have a weird way of speaking.. like those catholic kind of ppl lidat.
augs: oh. :/

this is damn funny...

korean-look-alike customer: i going toilet..
korean-look-alike customer walks fastly away.
worker: wana "kunchang" also tell the whole world
fellow workers laughs abit..
korean-look-alike customer comes back later..
worker: kunchang?
korean-look-alike customer: ya.
fellow workers laugh like gayshits.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.

lol....

heh.. louis ah..! today while he was working he told me.. ehh i got shortcut liao! then straightaway the V guy came and "scolded" him for having such a short greeting.. SIALAH. shortcuts not good! hahaha... so aniwae got to noe this guy called kelvin. OH YAR. supposed to add him on msn... right... doing it now.. but well apparently louis looks betta in specs? cos the person said.. yea i tink u shld wear specs. yupp. i agree too. haha..

THANKS LA SHU HUA. u are gona save me alot of money and suffering during my work days now! haha.. i owe u one! enjoy the book! i bet u will take more than 2 weeks to read the bigass thing. if not i will wash keith's face and let u pinch it since u feel like it so much. HAHAHAHAZXZXZX.
U ROCK.

i'm gona slp late tonight... waiting for my fellow dota players to come on.. but duno if they are gona.. :/ cos they all went sentosa when i was working. oh well. i shall see it this way... THEY ARE SPENDING MONEY... AND I AM EARNING. heh..

i need to gain weight. but how to gain weight when i am only eating 2 meals a day?! oh well. money more impt now.....

wad i am gona do with my 1st paycheck..

-most imptly must treat the person who got me the job..... ME. HAHAHAHA COS MY FACE SEXY THE PERSON HIRE ME... ok seriously thanks shu hua!
-buy the rest of the full metal alchemist dvds.. i watched the 1st one liao.. damn it. i love it. 40 * 3 bucks..
-save up for nano... i swear... i love it... who needs gals when u can have a nano? hahahaha...

well tts it.. blogged! HEH... I LOVE BLOGGING! but seriously... i duno how justine does it... respect goes out to her... work so much and still can blog so often! usually after work i will slp straightaway.. haha.. but tmr offday.. so i'm blogging!

JUSTINE AH. RESPECT! and nice seeing ya while i was working! haha..

damnit. anothe 30 mins of blogging. haha.

duno

2005-09-15T03:50:00.000-07:00

hahaha ok... today was weird. i felt sleepy the whole time out but when i got home and started dota. woah. hahaha... not sleepy anymore! and its like 4 now! and keith juz msned me.. shall go check wad he said..

OH. HAHAHAHA RIGHT. ok.. keith juz told me sumthin very impt.. and i wan bring this up. 1stly i saw wrgly on my tag. cos that part i havent started dota and i was sleepy and stoned.

ok.... its not that i dun like jensen. its juz that i dun like the way he is around gals. he's much more mature when around juz the guys. u all gotta agree with that man. yea jensen is helpful and nice but everyone has flaws afterall right?! and his is juz acting unjensen-like around gals! i tink mine is worse lor! i can self-depress myself. HAHAHA.. i think too much. yea i do. i think ALOT too much. and when i have no money i get depressed too. i'm lazy and i talk too much. i cant walk straight and hanxiang has to support me everytime! hahahaha.. and when i really trip i accidentally touch ppl i suddenly get nasty remarks back! RIGHT SHU HUA AND JUSTINE? sorry la next time i will put glue on my shoes or sumthing can?

hahaha... so see. everyone has faults. i can name EVERYONE'S. but i tink self-reflection is the best la. lets see wad else... i dont think when i do stuff sometimes. i've been touchy in dota these few days. but i tink i'm getting over it... soon. i alwaes say i'm over it but in actual fact NOT YET. BUT ALMOST. HAHAHA...

timothy and me are like damn alike la! apple supporters... THAT "thing" hint hint. hahaha... yea and when we were getting outta the train tim purposely "tripped" and fell. thus causing me to actually fall too cos i was on the fone and tripped on his foot hahaha.. thus scraping my knee! but its fine now... thanks tim for going for the thing. hahaha i din eat much either! FRIES ARE DAMN WORTH IT DUNCHA TINK.

i tink hanxiang is damn smart la. he is like a damn good organiser and stuff. i will call him next time i am lost with buses. haha..

bot keith his cd for his bday today.. altho i noe i will be freaking broke. i treat friends betta than money aniday. WADS MONEY? NOTHING! hahaha...

thanks shu hua and gerald for giving me food during the thing! gerald fed me more tho! THANKS! and he is a pro driver too. i tink next time he drive car all the gals will flock to him la. OMG HE DRIVES DAMN WELL. DRIFT GERALD DRIFT! hahahaha.. ok mayb not only gals.... BUT GAYS TOO. HAHAHAHA.. and shu hua is like damn nice. she tried to return me money today la. but like i dun like taking money from gals lor. so i RAN AWAY. HAHAHA.

like usually i dun ask for money ppl owe me. i guess. i noe i din remind gerald he owes me for the chalet! haha.. but then again louis was diff cos his was 50 bucks! haha.. so i HAD to ask.. since it concerns my life can! haha...

i rmb BER owes me money for cab and coffee bean last time. but who cares. try to gimme money and i'll run away again. i tink i spend too much. mayb i wont get a nano yet.. i'm totally broke la. even wiyth my pay. i will be broke. even if mom gives me allowance. i'll be broke.. unless i earn lottery. hahaha... but i swear i wont ever get into illegal stuff. DIN U WATCH ONE MORE CHANCE. haha.. i'd rather die than do sumnthin illegal la.

i'm getting sleepy. haha...

I SAW CALISTA AT FAR EAST TODAY. and i will try to link you b4 i slp today... which is soon. haha..

nano-wanters
-ren
-wilson
-aaron
-augs (poor so mayb not)
-gerald
-shu hua

so far. this is all i noe. BUT LETS GET AMUCHAP. wldnt it be cool of we like go up to them and say... hey. i wana get like.. 15 nanos? WOAH. and then ask for a discount of not we will juz walk off. hahaha..

keith is complaining that he is very hungry...

THANKS YIZHI FOR THE SEA MONKEY!!! AND THAKS AUGS FOR THE IRON MAIDEN CD! OMG! THANKS!! says:
FUCK FUCK FUC
THANKS YIZHI FOR THE SEA MONKEY!!! AND THAKS AUGS FOR THE IRON MAIDEN CD! OMG! THANKS!! says:
FUCK MY STOMAC

i duno... i tink its weird... but... u fuck yr stomach when u get hungry? interesting... i neva knew that la.. HAHAHAHA... i told him eat macs he says fattening. hahaha ok wadeva makes u happy keith! u rock totally aniwae! lets see. he spelt THAKS wrgly... and FUC wrgly.. and STOMAC wrgly.. now we noe wad happens when keith goes hungry. he cant spell for nuts and he wants to fuck his stomach.. right on.

ok i'm dead-beat. i'm gona slp now.. sorry i messed up the tag. saw wrgly. hahaha...

seriously, i dun dun like jensen. the only ppl whom i dun like is....

NO ONE.

ppl might say i'm juz trying to be nice.. or being 2-faced? hypocrital? heh. well i feel that as long as you have a clear conscience, u shldnt really care about wad ppl tink of you.. altho sometimes u juz cant stand it. u gota learn how to live with it! damnit. i took 35 mins to blog this shit. damn long la.. sleepy nights!

2-faced? i am...? :/

2005-09-14T21:11:00.000-07:00

today damn sad la... louis said i was 2-faced. like izit a damn bad thing to be nice to ppl u dun like? -_-" louis ah... arent u doing the same thing too? talking bad about HIM and still being nice to him? yea.. see.. everyone does that...

i tot we were betta friends since we're collegues now and all.. and after the stayover at gerald's house! THEN YOU COME AND SHOOT ME LIDAT. sad la. hahahaha... but its ok.. I STILL LIKE YOU. if not i wldnt sms ya in the morn to check whether u were slping or not. and when u din reply i scared u were slping and called ya! hahaha... THATS WAD FRIENDS ARE FOR. haha...

i am beginning to feel broke like mad. can anyone lend me money? sigh. i still needa pay timothy tmr! haha... ok... that wld leave me with -25 bucks. lol. nvm. shall borrow from mom! I LOVE YOU MOM. hahaha.. i have no savings wadsoever. i have 10 bucks in my account. omg. i need money. haha... ok...

WHO CAN LEND ME SOME MONEY? LIKE TMR... cos we are going out.. and i have no freaking money to go out with... sialah. i even sacrificed 40 bucks! hahaha but its ok.. friends are always more impt than money!

tmr i will try asking mom for money.. i duno if i can have enough to keep topping up my card for daily mrt trips and lunch everyday.. i'm in a financial crisis here... ANYONE CARE TO HELP? hahaha... PLEASE DO....

like gimme an early christmas present or sumthing. haha... nah kidding. juz need money. haha...

well.... i'm trying to book the chalet... dad's still talking to some guy downstairs... can everyone like lend me 10 bucks each..? or sumthing.. i get depressed when i have no money! haha... ok i looked through my drawers... currently i have 150 in there.. and 110 in my wallet... but 175 is going to the chalet.. and 50 is goin to timothy.. which leaves me with..... 260 - 175 - 50 = 35.... GREAT. 35 for the rest of the month.. AMAGAD. hahaha.... i need to survive till the end of the month.. which is in....16 days..

ok... if i dun eat everyday... and juz top up my card. i tink i can pull through! SIGH. hahaha... unless some VERY KIND SOUL WILL LEND ME MONEY! heh... PLEASE? ok.... i will go watch my dvds and cheer myself out.. CYA!

its 5 again...

2005-09-09T05:00:00.000-07:00

hahaha... omg... dota is crazy la.. 2 nights liao. i have to wake at like 9 tmr... sian...

shit. i went drinking today. drank some 50% alcohol cognac thing. DRINKING IS BAD. stay away. i dun tink it even tastes nice aniwae. hahaha.....

ok i'm a good boy again. NO DRINKING. NO SMOKING. NO PUBBING. NO CLUBBING. and stuff.

i'm hungry. and i tink i am gona burn out my laptop playing so late everyday. but there's nothing else to do lor...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEITH. I WILL BUY U THAT THING U WANTED. NO PROB! hahaha... i'm like broke. but FOR YOU. i will be even broker! HAHAHA....

hope i can wake up tmr la....... dun feel like slping. must be the effects of drinking? or are u supposed to be sleepy? no idea..

and... juz wondering... BUT HOW COME KEITH CLOSED HIS BLOG?

and seriously i tink jus's blog is like damn cool la. everyt i go... i feel hungry... haha.. and she wrotes about DAMN COOL STUFF. LA. but i tink right. there's sumthing missing in her blog.... when she said that list of ppl she will care about.. WHY AM I NOT IN IT. WAH LAU. i tink she was juz too sleepy and forgotten me la. :/ hahahah kidding...

tim cant go lata... so i cant get my headphones yet.. oh well.. wadever it is tim that happened.. i'll pray for ya ok! yea! rock on man.

DO NOT EVER WATCH THE CAVE. WASTE OF MONEY AND SUCKS CRAP. like a cheap imitation of... aliens vs predator? and like. damn disappointed la... cos right.. the poster said sumthin like... below hell.. there's THE CAVE.. so i tot it was kinda a religious thing... but in the end.. like... juz creatures.... killing stuff... boring... nothing interesting... ppl dying... waste of money.

longest yard still the best this year tho.

ok done... i feel sleepy enough to slp now... NIGHTS!/MORNINGS!

damn sleepy.

2005-09-08T05:07:00.000-07:00

hahaha its like..... 5 in the morning... juz finished dota.... sleepy... hahaha.... chatting with gerald online! HAHAHA... damn sleepy la... wow. calista TAGGED ME. like 1st time la. i tink she can like be out 15th brother or sumthing la. HAHAHA.. .KIDDING.

i duno wad to blog about... HEH.... i cant think straight.... i tink i will stay awake the whole day! haha.. nah. kidding. hahah iylia juz asked me to check his friendster profile... he mentioned me. WOW. HAHAHA....

ok i added a testimonial. i am hungry. hear my stomach roar. roar. there heard it? hahahaha..if u cant stand it then sit down la. haha...... damn sleepy... tink i shld slp soon... omg. its 530. hahahah and i am still awake.

tmr's i'm meeting my old sec sch friends! not my brothers. others! haha... ok got my bro off the bed... its free for MY own usage now... i shall go slp now. hahaha.. NIGHTS EVERYONE!

hahaha today was damn fun. after awhile.

2005-09-07T00:30:00.000-07:00

heh. exam finished today... found the paper quite easy. but screwed up abit. BUT I DIN CARE. i went toilet to enjoy myself.

sialah. KANA SHOT 2 times today. hahaha but its ok.

i watched LONGEST YARD and got over it. omg... that show is.... awesome...... i give it like.... 5/5? damn good la. there was everything inside but romance. unless u count gays. HAHAHAHA... DAMN FUNNY LA.

seriously..... best movie 2005. LONGEST YARD. there has not yet been a betta movie than this is a VERY long time...

so aniwae.. after the movie... went to play a game of dota... good teamwork gerald iylia and "Andrew" aka worm aka yicong. hahaha...

so basically a good day. hahaha... love my bros man... gerald too! heh.... I WILL NOT BE SAD ANYMORE.

i'm gona concentrate on gaming... and FOOD.... and of cos the best of all..... FRIENDS!

i will be the only one who likes this song! hahaha.

2005-09-05T23:13:00.000-07:00

Heal me, i'm heartsick.

Heal me. I’m heartsick. I’m hungry and I'm broken.
I'm haunted, and weeping the blood of heaven flowing
like a river tonight. Tears I can't fight on my own.
I'm a haunted heathen. I’m hung and barely breathing.
The drowning ocean. Snuff the sun in motion.
There’s a pill on my tongue.
A shot from a gun, the bottle's bottom,
I'm lonely as a star

Heal me. I’m heartsick.
Hungry thought I could survive on you.
Hear my heartsick hungry cry.
I'm heartsick.

Father, free me. Mama woman feed me
A child of fury. Lost his way but don't worry I won't stop 'til the dawn.
I've been too long on the run.
I grow strong, and restless as a storm

Heal me. I’m heartsick.
Hungry thought I could survive on you.
Hear my heartsick hungry cry.
I'm heartsick.

Heal me. I'm heartsick.
I'm hungry and I'm broken.
I'm haunted, and weeping.
The blood of heaven flowing
like a river tonight.
Tears I can't fight on my own.

So heal me. I’m heartsick.
Hungry thought I could survive on you.
Hear my heartsick hungry cry.
I'm heartsick.

So heal me. I’m heartsick.
Hungry thought I could survive on you.
Hear my heartsick hungry cry.

Read ber's blog. went to download the song. nice. hahaha.... from "a walk to remember" i read the book. not the movie. oh no. hahaha... sialah. i am bored. i duno wad to do. studying... no. dotaing... mayb... but no. there is really nothing else to do la. i am stoned.

there is sumthing bothering me. but i duno wad it is. i do not noe. but it is making me less happy than i was. HMMM... thus i am abit the stoned. i hope i can figure out wad is bothering me. damn it. nowadays i am getting more and more moody. OH NO. like today... in the bus jensen said i am always irritating. omfg. i am being a petty fuck. okok. stfu augs.

mayb its the stress from exams. heh. cant wait till its over. mayb i shld start drinking. drinking is good. healthy. makes u happy. makes me high. high is good. makes me happy. happy is good.

where the fuck are those happiness potions. TIMOTHY MAKE ME ONE. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

blogging is fun. this is wad i sacrificed for dota. blogging. great.

hey everyone. READ AND TAG! HAHAHAHA.... thx juS keith jolene ber louis!

2005-09-04T02:47:00.000-07:00

gerald ah... 100! HAHAHA....

sian la. i'm sick of dota. and now i'm sick of studying. i tot mass playing dota everyday could help me. but only while i am playing. after that... SIANZ!

i am sick of studying too. when i study alone. i sleep. when i study with others. i sleep. AMAGAD. i tink lack of slp is the reason. i will try slping early now.

shit la. mayb i wont spend money on a mousepad yet. i will use my notebook. hahaha.... i calculated. i am gona be broke. so i need work. if i get a job. the person who helped me get it will be very lucky. VERY. THIS IS A ONE TIME OFFER. HAHAHAHA.

and anyone who can help me do my maths paper on monday..

i will give u my mouse. NOT KIDDING. hahahahah actually i am. la. haiya. alamak. sialah. @$%^@$^@$@ NEH.

hallo keith.

hallo shu hua

hallo louis

hallo gerald

hallo ber

hallo jolene

hallo ppl who read my blog but do not tag

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

as u can tell. i am bored. how bored? very bored....

wah. appreciation today goes out to my twin who is very fun to talk to on msn. NOW I AM NOT BORED! HAHAHAH THX AH.

gona accompany gerald on dota now. cya.

hahaha today was good!

2005-09-02T20:16:00.000-07:00

firstly, thx to keith louis and timothy for making today damn funny la.. hahaha....

after FSP finished.. me keith louis and timothy went to COMEX 2005.. to browse around.. i was in search of a mouse.. and keith copied me! hahahah no la... he did not... i love keith! thx man for everything.. hahaha... today la.. i tink ah.. buses dun like me.. the whole day.. i kana shit from buses. see la.

like this morning i woke early to take bus. then i overslept on the way to sch. then i took and bus back and overslept aso. SIALAH. but i finally reached sch at like 840 i tink. or 830.. not sure. but i was 3rd! hahaha...

then after that we taking 174 to suntec.. keith said we stop at city hall. but i damn lazy to walk. so i said.. i tink it goes straight to suntec? then we sat abit longer and realised we got further away. HAHAHA... so we took a cab there. hahahahha.. amagad.

so we walked around. and found out that..................... keith has a larger lung capacity than louis! either louis secretly smokes or sumthing la. hahahaha...

so aniwae.. after we bought our mouses.... i will not state the price. keith can if he wans to... i tink it is worth it tho. looks damn nice. best mouse in the WORLD. trustworthy. reliable. durable. features are god-like. there you go. how to not love it? hahahaha...

we went to the world food fair cos louis wanted to have a look... then like DAMN FUNNY LA... we managed to get a table thanks to YOURS TRULY. and proceeded to go buy stuff to eat. stupid duck rice store. ask us wait 5 mins to rice to come. 15 mins went by.. OH NO? NO RICE. KNN. i tell you. i wanted to slap her please. then louis and timothy bot noodles.. i ask you, wad is the use of putting noodles on a wok if u dun keep it warm? STUPID. rmb the name ppl.. FORTUNATE RESTAURANT. stupid ppl. duno how to make rice fast. duno how to keep cooked food hot. dumb la. haha...

and.... keith spotted this hot babe in green. i had to agree with him this time... so did the others. hahaha.. so like. we started discussing methods to get her number! i tink mine was the best la. timothy thought it was very funny and laugh like shit lidat.

see. since she was wearing green and she is a gal. green + gal = loves veggie. and coincidentally, i had some. so i said. WHY NOT. i take my veggie... and throw at her! HAHAHAHA... then she will turn to look. and i will go over and apologise..... then suddenly i will say "hey why not i trade yr number for veggie?" OMG. WTH. HAHAHAHA... everyone shld learn this method.. haha...

then after that... timothy found the love of his life cos they wanted to go look at some gal called janet or sumthing. which i tot did not look good la. i tell u keith has weird taste la. and then timothy decided to go check out his guitar. but the shop was closed.. then we walked by this place which juz opened yesterday. so we went in and timmy started playing the drums in the jamming room which is quite small but... sleepable. nice place to sleep.

so... timothy came out looking so happy... cos like. those were the best drums he ever used in his life? cost bouts 5k++... wow. that owner is richer than keith. SIALAH. that is a great achievement. hahahaha... well aniwae timothy got his number and even called the guy. i have neva seen timothy so happy. i tink he is turning gay. hahahahaha... kidding!

then then me and keith went cine to see shu hua and jane and gerald! haha.. i tell you. keith was jealous. jane SMILED and waved at me. but keith leh? NOTHING. HAHAHAHA.. (kidding la keith) u noe i love you. but i love gerald more! HEH. then i bot shu hua a drink. it was my last 2 bucks in my wallet la! MY TWIN BETTA BE TOUCHED. if not i will touch you and u will be touched. HAHAHAHAHAHA I AM DAMN LAME LA.

seriously i duno wad i wld do without keith.. he is like so damn funny and helpful... to me la.. mayb he only helps ppl he likes... LIKE ME... jacob is damn helpful too.. omg.. he helped me print out my FSP code and stuff! and helped me with my fav game ever. OMG HOW CAN I REPAY YOU. I OWE U LUNCH TOO! haha.. and hanxiang too! lent me highlighter for today! and and and like shit la justine is so nice la. i forgot i owe her money. and she neva once asked me for it back! sialah.. thanks to louis for reminding me.. if not i will neva rmb lor... i am damn forgetful la. ehh anyone who i owe money too remind me ok! DUN NEED TO FEEL BAD ONE! OMG. I CANNOT BELIEVE HOW LUCKY I AM TO HAVE SUCH HELPFUL NICE FRIENDS LA! my mom earned me that in poly u will meet all sorts of ppl and i shld not be so naive. but hor... like.....

i've only met 1 kind of people in poly for now... NICE AND HELPFUL.

keith ah. dun go tp la. u noe np is the sch for you.

sian la today. hahaha...

2005-08-31T22:41:00.000-07:00

shit. shld not have gone for COS. i ended up sleeping la. now i noe its all shu hua's fault. make me sleepy. she went home and slp. then make me slp. SEE LA. hahaha.. and the funny thing was teacher juz asked if we all completed the paper. then i looked at mine. all blank. LOL. oh well. damn lil ppl went aniwae.

timothy has to do something. cos someone came for COS. DONT TINK I FORGOT. hahahaha.... see la who ask you make a stupid bet with keith.

today started suckily and ended suckily. hahahaha.. sialah. mayb i juz had no motivation to win the PSP... but then again i din join to win it.. i joined cos keith wanted me to. see la. brother or wad? like everyone was running and sweating... and i am walking and strolling. hahahaha.. by the time ppl finished their 9 stations.. i was done with like... 4 max? haha!

hanxiang almost got the nintendo! congrats!

and i have no money to buy one aniwae... juz dun see a point in getting one. haha.. after all i only spend money on necessary stuff! like FOOD. MMMM. btw... sorry gerald and keith for throwing away stuff into the dustbin.. :( but good boys are lidat. they have to be a good influence to others... )SORRY KEITH I WASTED YOUR MONEY!

stupid keith. i will make you give it up if its the last thing i do.

i'm happy gerald is a VERY GUAI KIA. and listens to me! (for now) hahahaha... right right gerald?! heh..

hmmm... nothin much happened i guess.. i'm gona mass dota today again...... mayb till 5 again. haha... i'm not gona care bouts studies... mayb next sem. once i get this one thing bugging me off my mind. i noe i will by next sem. mayb i'll buy myself a PSP juz for fun. mayb next yr. guess not. i rather buy music cds.

shit la. today i kana again by cm teacher. i signed for louis today. last time signed for gerald. HAHAHAHA... but the cm teacher rocks la. he neva scold me one. juz ask... "how come louis not here today got sign?" whoops.

well there you go. i finally updated. hahaha.... i'm tired... the next time will be after exams! not that i will be studying la. haha..

post-birthday. outing with class 1

2005-08-25T00:13:00.000-07:00

hahahaha this is the first time i have so many wishings on my bday... its like alot la. hahaha.. whether its msn... sms... even my blog! hahaha...

THIS IS A HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALLRIGHT!

even friendster! hahahha all my buddies who claim to be gay with me BUT ACTUALLY THEY JUX TINK THEY DO. its juz DEEP FRIENDSHIP right there! hahahaha I LOVE YOU GUYS!

thx everyone for all you've done! friday we're gona have fun too!

i really was happy today. hahaha... the whole day la. even at night! when i was on the way home! hahaha..

glad i made someone's night!

i was gona go into details thanking everyone... but i tink its like damn troublesome. hahahaha so only the people who made my day even betta.

which is like almost everyone in class la. hahaha..

final boolean shuhua'sveryverySexyhair = true; // declared as final cos its obvious and it will remain a constant.
boolean presents = true;

JOptionPane.showInputDialog("Did u give a present?")
presents = Boolean.parseBoolean (input)
while(presents = true)
{
GERALD - for spending time with me EVERYTIME! hahahaha. we will be BEST PALS FOREVER! altho u are a bad influence! hahahaha.... I LOVE YOU!

SHU HUA - cos u are my twin and cos u rock and so I LOVE YOU! (betta be happy ah.) p.s. my twin's new sexy hair is very nice and sexy too. whoever says otherwise and causes her to be unhappy can GO TO HELL!. HAHAHA.

if (shuhua'sveryverySexyhair = true)
{
CYNTHIA - for giving me an extra NICE present! i'm gona grow fat and unhealthy! THANKS ALOT! hahaha

JOLENE - i have a feeling u chose the present with the others but i bet u suggested it and even if u did not ITS DAMN NICE.

JUSTINE - hahahaha thx for offering to buy me a cake at like 9+ but me and gerald were already at the mrt! YOU ROCK.

JENSEN - wah lau. today read comics. hahahaha. READ SUMMORE LOR.

LOUIS - i'm getting lazy.. sorry guys! its like damn late.. so... louis for wishing me a happy birthday! wheee.

YIZHI - yawns. THANKS FOR COMING!

TIMOTHY - ah... this one is impt.... must type more... cos this guy here did alot for my bday... he wrote me a poem and gave me PICS! VERY NICE PICS! HAHAHAH... although u lost in daytona.. u noe u will alwaes win me in that! hahahaha... ROCK ON MR TIMOTHY!

KEITH - hahahaha thanks for coming and lettin me treat you! hahaha...

HANXIANG - i hope u enjoyed the movie today! i noe u alwaes wanted to watch it! hahaha...

JACOB - thanks for coming! and.. WOW! u dun look like a racing person. BUT U ARE! hahaha...

GEORGE - SMOKER. BAD INFLUENCER! BUT YOU ROCK AND YR SMART AND FUNNY! HAHAHA..

KENNETH - WHEEEEE BBALL PRO. THANKS FOR COMING AH! sacrificing teaching FSP to come.. THANKS!

TSU KIN -altho u din watch the movie.. i treated u lunch! hahahaha hope u enjoyed it! cya in class and thx for coming too!

System.out.println("thanks to those for spending my bday with me! hahahaha
and those who bothered giving me presents! hahaha")
}
else

System.out.println("go to hell.")
}

(while presents = false)
{
System.out.println("its ok. i will still love you.")
}

basically, those who input shuhua'sveryverySexyhair as false immediately goes to hell. while if u inputted her hair as true. u go on! hahahaha.

i tink fsp is fun. but i still hate it. hahahah CYA!

heh.

2005-08-22T12:05:00.000-07:00

when i went down to brush my teeth, found my dad bathing, so i slacked in front of the tv for awhile. and this is wad happened.

saw some drama bouts this earthquake or something. then this old guy was dying. and the son made it in time for the old guy to say his last words.

which kinda reminded me of the time back in the mid of sec3. the lord has been merciful tho, i've only had to go through losing sumone close to me once.

which got me regretting how lil i did while my granma was dying. i dun tink many peeps noe this. so far, i cld only rmb once where i visited her in the hospital with the rest of the family. she was living off the machine... looked like she was suffering.. mom and aunt sobbing.. but i din feel much. mayb cos i din fully realise what was happening. maybe.

then a few days lata my mom told me to talk to my granma on the fone.. i've alwaes had a problem telling how i really feel.. i din say much. i din even say "i love you" or anithing like that. and i din even noe that wld be the last time i was talking to her. but it was. guess i was living in my own world. well, they decided to let her rest in peace. so they pulled the plug on the machine.

even during the funeral. i din cry. everyone else was. except mayb my brother. bet he din even noe wad was going on tho. i did.

only a few days after. did it suddenly hit me. BAM. juz like that. but all i did was cry. yea. and then everything was forgotten.
why i suddenly rmb it now i do not know. mayb the lord wanted me to do sumthing i have long forgotten to do.. which is, well. basically. to pray. so, now. i will.

Dear lord, i pray that u will bless my dear granma and i pray that she will forgive me and know how much i do miss her. even after almost 2 years of forgetting. Also, i pray that you will bless my family and friends, keeping them away from harm's way and protecting them.

In jesus's name i pray, Amen.

BLOG I MUST.

2005-08-21T02:30:00.000-07:00

shit. its already 230! hahahaha and i'm gona blog now! AHHH.

today was good. i randomed a silencer and cleared the 1st tower in mid before the timer reached 4 mins.
then i got an euls and pushed.
my friend got an euls too and pushed with me
at the last part when we got into the base i spammed my tornadoes and aim the big tree
and we won.
yeaa.

so aniwae. SUPER BIG THANKS TO KEITH FOR HELPING ME AND ENLIGHTENING ME ON FSP!
thx also to jensen! but once gals come.. he'd rather help them :( I MEAN LIKE i'm more attractive right? WAH LAU.
AND GERALD DEAR AH. SORRY LEHH. but i really was glad sumone appreciated my chips for its true value! hahaha.
i'm hungry..... still got church in 5 hours... AND WAD AM I DOING? i am chatting on msn. and i dun intend to slp.. yet. hahahaha......... 4 days to my bday! CANT WAIT! 4 days! YEA!

there. i blogged. hahahah i saw timonthy's blog and i started laughing. then i saw jacob's blog and i started laughing. hahahahahahaha. omg. u 2 ROCK!

erm.

2005-08-18T11:11:00.000-07:00

hahaha damn sian. i got nothing to blog bouts.

so.. thx jensen for FSP help... (i put u first leh)
thx gerald for EVERYTHING!
thx sanz for teaching me how to eat that fried prawn noodle!
thx keith for alwaes making so much noise in class and lending me FF8!
thx shiying(not like she will read this) but she is damn lame la hahahaha
thx jacob for doing a GREAT JOB with the WP project! also for sharing the same sentiments about something as me! and sanz for the damn cute flash! hahaha...

friends asking me go play dota. hahahah cya

IS sucks.

2005-08-16T10:23:00.000-07:00

forget it. i wanted to blog bouts my screwed up IAC presentation. but. forget it. knn. and my screwed up comT too. but forget it.

BAH.

sunday!

2005-08-13T15:03:00.000-07:00

yeaa church day. hahaha.....

came home.

yea... online now.. hahaha.. I TALKED TO SUMONE ONLINE. AND I AM VERY HAPPY! heh....

there u go. i'm doing my report on blogging for IAC.. but decided i shld blog too! haha.. i feel like writing a short essay.so here it goes.

I never felt the need to style my hair. A reason could be that i'm naturally a very lazy guy. But i kept thinking, there has to be more to this then just me being lazy? And here are the reasons why i do not and will not style my hair.

I never thought looks was a really important. Maybe i'm not good-looking and that's where my perspective came from. But in my secondary school, its all guys anyway. What do u style your hair for in a all guy's sch? Attract the female teachers? No matter what way i look at it, its either that, or to look cool and maybe make more friends. But if u have friends just because you are cool, will they be loyal friends? Like someone once said, once u find a friend who will gladly take a bullet for you, there you go. I'm not talking bouts love here. I'm talking bouts friendship. How many of you would take a bullet for someone of the same sex? Not many.

"When i look good i feel better about myself" then i'm sorry for you. You do not need to look good to feel good about yourself! OMG. (Pardon the informal shit but this really calls for it) If u think that looking good will make u feel better, well it could be true. But then again that would not really be real confidence there. What if one day u get into a accident where u get disfigured? No offense to those good-looking guys out there. Not trying to curse you either. I personally love good-looking guys. They make good friends. Also, they seem to know all the eye candies around. So going out with them is fun.

Then again, this whole essay only applies to guys who style their hair.

HAHAHA. SEE. so the next time anyone tells me my hair is messy and needs styling. i will show them to my blog! i see no point.

back to my project. Actually i juz did that slight essay to gimme mood to write a damn 750 word report. actually its 1500 but i split it with another guy so i have to do 750. which is still damn alot. CYA and wish me luck! hahaha...

Our lives

2005-08-13T11:12:00.000-07:00

Is there love, tonight
When everyone's dreaming
Of a better life
In this world
Divided by fear
We've got to believe that
There's a reason we're here
Yeah, there's a reason we're here...
Oh, yeah...
Cause these are the days worth living
These are the years we're given
And these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives...
See the truth, all around
Our faith can be broken
Our hands can be bound
But open our hearts
And fill up the emptiness
With nothing to stop us
Is it not worth the risk?
Yeah, is it not worth the risk?...
No, yeah...
Cause these are the days worth living
These are the years we're given
And these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives...
And even if hope was shattered
I know it wouldn't matter
Cause these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives...
We can't go on
Thinking it's wrong to speak our minds
I've got to let out what's inside...
Is there love, tonight
When everyone's dreaming
Can we get it right?
Yeah, can we get it right?...
Cause these are the days worth living
These are the years we're given
And these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives...
And even if hope was shattered
I know it wouldn't matter
Cause these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives...
Oh, yeah, let's make the best out of our lives...
Oh, yeah, let's make the best out of our lives...

sian...

2005-08-13T00:46:00.000-07:00

today was a sianish day... yupp.... hahaha

went to sch... did abit of project...

then went to eat seafood! YEA. OMG. i ate a nice 3 bowls of rice! WOOHOO.

went with.... Sandra... Gerald... and Louis.... yea.

sian.

today was damn funny tho... me and sandra bullied louis like siao. HAHAHA.... I TELL YOU AH........

1st... it was me and sandra in the library... 2nd floor... we saw louis sitting in the atrium... so i called him.. and told him... "ehh are u the guy sitting on the seat?! get off and jump to let me see" but he did not do that. hahaha... after like 10 secs of tellin him to get off his seat. he finally did and i told him to walk around... and to keep turning.. so imagine... a guy.. in the atrium.... walking around and keeps turning his head while on the fone. HAHAHAHAHA. sandra was almost laughing to tears i swear.

then i was like. ok la. dun bully him liao. so i told him... ok u see the big sun picture on the floor?! go stand in the middle of it...! then he did... then i was like.. turn around! no right! no la.. the other side! and he kept turning here and there................... and then i said.. see the library? LOOK UP. LVL 2. then he saw us. 1st thing he said. bastard augs! HAHAHAHAHA OMG. i swear it was damn funny.

then after that... me and sandra kept suaning louis la..... shit i feel bad.. :/ hahaha... but it really was funny... till we almost suaned him to tears... =P so we decided to stop suaning him for AWHILE...

so we like walked outta sch. i'm gona skip on wad sandra did wrgly. hahahah she can tell everyone herself if she wants to. and we found the gates locked. so like gerald went over 1st. then me... then while we were helping sandra get off... we turned and saw louis like his foot hurting or sumthing. i din see wad happened la but i tink he jumped frm the fence too high or sumthing. than hurt his foot. and sandra started laughing. damn bad la. but then i started laughing aso cos it was quite funny. so did gerald. so like..... sandra started it. HAHAHA. DAMN TODAY WAS FUNNY.

NOT FINISHED YET. actually the funny parts concerning louis finish liao. after that we went to eat. then me sandra and louis went west mall. then we went home.

and sandra is now my very good buddy. -celebrations-

gota few songs which i love at this mo.

The calling - Wherever you will go
The calling - Our Lives
Alter Bridge - Open your eyes
Shaggy - Angel

sigh.

i love gerald.

hmmm.

yea.

nowadays abit the late.

2005-08-12T00:48:00.000-07:00

YEA. i seem to be blogging abit the late sia. so cant blog much.. but today.. i juz depressed the shit outta myself. and i tell you. mr Lye wins the CARING AWARD 2005. ppl lose wallet. AND HE SAYS. i noe u lost yr wallet but can u not disturb the class? HAHAHA NOT LIKE ANYONE WAS DISTURBED LIDAT. thx gerald for telling him so.. :P and everyone was bored to tears aniwae.

i left class early cos i had no mood to stay. and i to i lost my wallet so i needed a cost-free lift home.. so i asked my dad to fetch me before going to work.. haha... i juz gave teach that excuse to get outta class. LOL. SORRY KEITH! if u tot i really went to see doctor.
AND I WILL WATCH ALL THOSE MOVIES WITH YA! haha! tho i can watch it for free.. i'll watch with everyone! cos i tink it'll damn nice. YAY.

KTV ONZ. ENGLISH SONGS YEA! HAHA.

thx shu hua for wasting yr consoles on sumone who din noe his LOST wallet was in the car!

thx gerald for standing up to me and teaching me how to not lose my wallet next time! HAHAHA...

i hope juS is ok! her blog is not very positive. dun be sad k!

DERRICK ROCKS. HE WILL MAKE A SURPRISE COMBACK. CONFIRM. SURE WILL! hahaha...

hmmmm.... played FF8 the whole day today. the main charc is imbalanced la. other charcs deal 500 dmg. he deals 5000. WTH. but then again. i pumped him up like shit. HEH.

but i dun tink anyone is interested in how i play the game! SO I SHALL STOP!

cant wait for my bday. haha.. cos by the time my bday comes.. ALL THE PROJECTS WOULD BE DONE WITH AND EVERYONE WILL FEEL LIKE CELEBRATING.

i wonder who will celebrate with me on a thursday?

i hope theres alot. :(

Gerald
Shu hua
Justine
Keith
Yizhi
Timonthy
Jensen
Jolene
Cynthia
Jacob
Sandra
Shiying
The thing from god-knows-where. (yes even "it") i'm being nice lor.
Louis
Kenneth
Tsu kin
George

ALL BETTA MAKE IT.

i'm broke. i keep forgetting to get the class to pay me money. HAHAHA..

i'm gonna blog..

2005-08-11T22:49:00.000-07:00

hahahah actually i wanted to skip blogging today.. but gerald damn funny. i have to blog and TELL EVERYONE!

gerald. funny. he said he'll finish his thing by the time i got home. but all he did was the 1st paragraph. nice talk sexy. nice talk. hahaha. gerald rocks. see gerald. i blog the most bouts u leh. hahaha.. arent you happy? U BETTA BE. HAHAHA. me and him had a 1 on 1 study date lor... then louis came and be so bright... :( HAHAHA.. i'm gona chase him away and give us more time alone next time. hahahaha.........

thx twin for treating me movie today.. =P kidding la. hahaha.. tmr i pay ya back! and treat u buffet!

sandra is smart. i taught her for 5 mins and she cld do maths as well as me. damn. and i took so damn long to learn it. well wad to do. augs teaches good. i'm considering going into teaching. NO KIDDING LEH. HAHAHA.

well i'm done. i like this song. WHEREVER YOU WILL GO. its like so damn old. but nice la. hahaha. i dedicate this song to couples everywhere! namely... juS and jerY, and erm. ok. well. tts the only couple i can tink of. HAHAHA... CYA!

Wherever you will go

2005-08-11T10:45:00.000-07:00

So lately, been wondering
Who will be there to take my place
When I'm gone you'll need love
To light the shadows on your face
If a great wave shall fall and fall upon us all
Then between the sand and stone
Could you make it on your own

If I could, then I would
I'd go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go
And maybe, I'll find out
A way to make it back someday
To watch you, to guide you
Through the darkest of your days
If a great wave shall fall and fall upon us all
Then I hope there's someone out there
Who can bring me back to you

Run away with my heart
Run away with my hope
Run away with my love
I know now, just quite how
My life and love might still go on
In your heart, in your mind
I'll stay with you for all of time

If I could turn back time
I'll go wherever you will go
If I could make you mine
I'll go wherever you will go
I'll go wherever you will go

wedneday! hahaha.

2005-08-10T00:21:00.000-07:00

stuff that happened today.

class was damn fun la. i love maths class. the teacher rocks sia. SERIOUSLY! HAHAHA. class is damn fun.. gerald makes class fun. keith makes class fun. juS makes class fun. my twinSH makes class fun. cynthia makes class fun. louis makes class fun. ermm.... yizhi makes class fun. SHIT LA. BASICALLY EVERYONE BESIDES YOU-KNOW-WHAT.

and u noe wad? i 100% sure that someTHING likes keith in class. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

well.. once again. i seriously have to thank Jensen / KaKa i tink he likes being called that so i shall call him that. HE MAKES LESSONS SO MUCH EASIER. i owe him BIGGG time OK! THANKS! haha... see u get a whole paragraph. cool huh. u can thk me lata. :D

went to study at cartel in cine today.. did maths! hahaha... have to bring my CM book tmr.. sian. haha... well.. did maths! ok more like... i slacked and everyone else did maths. hahaha. blog blog i shall... hmmm..

pass midnight liao.... i tink i shall slp soon.. u noe wads my wish now.

i wish i had like this mini fridge in my room. hahaha.. so i can stock green teas and OMG I WILL ENJOY LIFE. also my expenditure will rise greatly... but... I LOVE GREEN TEA.

and before i forget...

SUPER SPECIAL THANKS GOES OUT TO MISS JUAY SHU HUA (see i got yr name right din i?) whos also my twin! WAH LAU. my twin rocks la. how she noes i like char siew pau?! i guess she likes it too! cos when she asked if i needed anithin. i told her sumthing small and char siew pau popped into my head. THEN SHE REALLY GOTIT LA. OMG. tts twinship for u right there. hahahaha. oh and green tea too. woohoo. i tink i really owe her buffet la. THANKS!

and louis :( HOW DID I PISS U OFF? SORRY! but i'm nice to you lor! juz that yr sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo ez to suan.. :/ but i wont suan u so much animore! hahahaha.. ehhh i gave u so much stuff! TREATED YOU TO A BIG PAU....... let u finish my pringles..... i try to bring more ok!! :D u are welcome to use my laptop ANYTIME! hahaha... SORRY. i wanted to say that.. but....

i dun say sorry to people face to face. its sumthing i simply cannot do. hahaha... BUT IF U DUN FORGIVE ME. then my everyday blog readers will hate you. yes. so u actually have NO CHOICE. HAHAHAHAHA. =P

and before i forget. i have to declare that....... JUSTINE IS LIKE THE FUNNIEST GAL IN THE WORLD. HAHAHAHA. u are la! seriously! hahaha.......

also. i hope gerald's feeling betta! he din look so gerald-like when school ended.. :( dang.

hope keith's interview was ok...

yea. today rocked. i love school. i love all u people. i love my class. i love the world.

thank you lord for giving me all i have right now.

i pray for my class. i hope everyone does well in their exams and do well in whatever they choose next year. yes. even you-know-who. i've decided to be very nice to *****. dislike, but still nice.
AMEN.

haha... i hope i stay this happy all my life. i love my life. sorry keith that yours aint that great. HAHAHA. DAMNIT! I LOVE THE WORLD.

i tink i'm sick

2005-08-09T09:31:00.000-07:00

hahaha... i feel funny. and damn tired. so i'm gonna slp now. at 9.30 PM. OMG. i've neva slept so early since A VERY LONG TIME. heh!

basically stoned the whole day. boring. nothing to do.

missed the parade on tv cos i feel asleep juz now. still damn tired.

and i'm gona slp now. haha...

FIREWORKS ON MONDAY WAS DAMN GOOD LA. OMG.

i took some vids. but i'm not sure i wana show anyone. i watched it... the visual part was good la... but u noe WAD WAS DAMN IRRITATING? MY OWN DAMN VOICE. HAHAHAHAHA. i heard myself and i wanted to slap myself. ALOT OF TIMES. hahahahaha......... nights everyone!

to those who worked today...

CONGRATS ON YR DOUBLE PAY TODAY!

today was good.

2005-08-07T11:02:00.000-07:00

i posted you and me cos i love this song! hahaha and everyone shld love it TOO. today was my sis's bday... and i went in search of sandra's present too!

i found sumthin i liked. BUT I"M A GUY. OMG. i hope sandra likes it la. its quite ex and all. but she's not gona noe the price. SECRET. HAHAHA..

my sister.. i bot her a pink laptop cover thing. quite ex. havent paid yet but her friends bot it for her 1st. they went funan and found it. i hope it looks cool. if i'm not wrg its 30++. i'm gona be broke this month..

then we had dinner! at some kopitiam near my house... wah lau. got this dog damn sad lor. it kept walking around our table.. cos it was starving damn badly... and it wasnt a stray dog la! cos there was a collar... so like my whole family was like quite pity the dog.. THEN MY MOM WAS DAMN FUNNY LA! cos tot that dogs only lick bones and suck them but not totally eat them. which was wad i thought at 1st too! but apparantly dogs EAT THE WHOLE DAMN THING. hahahahaha..

aniwae after we finished our meal... i saw the dog rummaging through flower pots to find stuff to eat and i was OMG. it looks like its gona die with desperation la..... so i told my family ehhh the dog eating soil leh. damn sad la. so we threw the dog chicken bones. LIKE ALOT LA. and the dog finished everything.. then we gave him lemon chicken. and he ate it also... then got sumthing damn funny. my dad wanted to pass the bones over to my mom's plate. cos his way blocked he cannot throw himself. then he missed and landed in the lemom sauce. THEN MY MOM SAID. WHY U WANA GIVE THE DOG LEMON CHICKEN BONE AH? HAHAHAHAHAHA. then after while the dog was still eating.. i told them hurry up lata the dog follow us home.. so we faster about to leave liao then my mom suddenly say WE HAVENT PAY BILL YET! HAHAHA. so we pay bill and faster go. lucky the dog neva follow us home. heh..

funny right! lol... aniwae i tink i will slp soon. i'm going with ber and friends to watch FIREWORKS on monday! i hope ber noes the way. cos i have no idea. haha.

you and me.

2005-08-07T08:00:00.000-07:00

What day is it
And in what month
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

Cause it's you and me and all of the people
Nothing to do, nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people and
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you

All of the things that I want to say
Just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words, you got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

Cause it's you and me and all of the people
With nothing to do, nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people and
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off you

Something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right

Cause it's you and me and all of the people
With nothing to do, nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people and
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of

You and me and all of the people
With nothing to do nothin to prove and
It's you and me and all of the people and
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you

What day is it
And in what month
This clock never seemed so alive

gultyness.

2005-08-06T07:09:00.000-07:00

wad happened? i feel so damn guilty. hope it all works out fine.

i blog for the sake of blogging today. have no mood wadsoever. NO MOOD. sigh. hope no more trouble arises. as if its not bad enough.

tmr.... not going church... no.. cos i'm going with friends to city's harvest's 16th year anniversary......................

yea........ god. please tell me what to do. i actually prayed over this. i dun usually pray. i have to admit i havent exactly been a good christian. but this is one of the lowest points in my life. i hate causing trouble for others. i dun like getting people in trouble. and i juz hate getting ppl i'm close to in trouble. damn it. and i hate it even more if a person gets in trouble while nothin happens to me. the guilt is unbearable.

and whats worse?

when sumone close to me gets in trouble while nothing happens to me.

do not ask me bouts this post. i will not answer and give anyone a sad face.

ANYWAY. away from sad things...

i finally feel free. free. free. heh. also. i'm gonna concentrate on studying this few weeks. so.. no more outings. no more going out. i need to straighten out my studies. gona save money. yea. i am.

i'm terribly sorry.

so sorry that, i've prob won like the sorriest guy in the world award.

that is all. bye bye.

hahahaha i feel so impt

2005-08-04T11:42:00.000-07:00

WAH SO MANY PEOPLE ask me to blog! I SHALL BLOG! and justine called me dear summore. MUST BLOG LIAO LOR! hahahaha

NI MEN YING LIAO LOR.

keith rocks! hahaha... i did not noe in tried to see my blog 5 times in a day! WAH! i'm touched. so i shall most likely blog everyday.. haha... AND THX KEITH FOR THE DISC! (once i have it la. hahaha.)

louis rocks! hahaha... he asked me to blog aso! i din noe he sees my blog everyday. i'm touched. haha...

juS rules! hahahaha... i din noe so many people missed my blogging! wahh i betta blog everyday lor! haha... thx juS for helping me with my CM today! haha... and for buying me green tea.. haha...

JENSEN!! HAHAHA... even u tagged to ask me to update! WOW! haha.. ok... HOPE U ARE WELL AND FINE AND GOOD. if the doctor cannot cure you slap him please. hahaha...

SHUHUA MY TWIN! u said u tagged but then again i cant see it cos i'm updating now. hahaha.. so wadeva u tagged.. thanx! hahaha...

CYNTHIA! HALLO. hahaha... damn. i have so many fans la! but...

WHERES GERALD? :(

haha.... oh well... did i miss out anyone? i hope not. hahaha... today after school.. augs and augs and juS and Jensen and Gerald went to cartel in cine to study.. haha.. thx to juS for booking the table there. haha..

then after that... we ate... yea. and then gerald's friend called ryan came to talk to him... THEN I CALLED GERALD AND TOLD HIM.... eh wah lau. come inside la. hahaha..... so... they did... and.... we went to play dota after that. hahaha.. the gals went shopping... i'm damn sad la. lycanthrope supposed to be damn good... but i got owned totally. sigh. WELL AT LEAST MY OMNI KIKED ASS.

if i'm not wrong.. today i bought a skirt... a shirt... a comb and some red and white hair tying thing! hahaha. AND GREEN TEA PEACH FLAVOR! hahaha...

getting abit sleepy. wanted to watch movie today lor. haha.. oh well :( THX TWIN! hahaha...

after dotaing... juS left.. :( but since it was to meet her jery. i forgive her. HAHAHA... then we went to long john's silver to study... everyone but the twins ate... duno leh. still felt full from lunch.. haha.. then we studied. haha.. learnt fsp today.. thx Jensen! haha... i wonder how long this blog will go! after that..... gerald and ryan went off.... so me and jensen went with shu to popular where she got a new notebook! I FORCE HER TO BUY ONE LOR. hahaha... she betta write nots everyday sia! and i shall give her my last remaining apple sticker to make her notebook even cooler. hahaha... U BETTA BE HAPPY LOR! haha.. after that we walked jensen to the mrt.. then me and shu went to look for food. seems like everyone loves mushroom swiss! haha..

i noe jensen likes mushroom swiss too.. :P hahaha..

and sumhow everytime my boo comes up.. shu hua jumps.. HAHAHA... it happened twice today..

I KEEP LAUGHING LA HAHAHAHA. see. again. hahahaha.... ok... again... lol! aniwae.. i tink its long enough for today. haha.... I BLOGGED LIAO! hahaha.. HALLO JUSTINE! HAHAHA...

nothin to blog bouts leh. hahaha.

2005-07-31T00:03:00.000-07:00

ok... today i shall blog bouts iylia. cos he impressed me during dota today! hahaha...

dota.... hmmm... iylia was juggy.. i randomed spider repicked to sniper... mooks was nerub assassin..

so we played... against aaron wilson and ron... aaron - silencer quite a irritatingly good one.. ron - centaur... damn.... ownage la. and wilson - moon rider stupid hero killing shit. hahaha..

so aniwae... we were getting pushed and owned at start and mid..... we cld only def la... hell. BUT! after i got my eye... we started to turn the tables.. haha... and if iylia din keep saying w can still do it.. i wld have given up liao... so thx iylia! hahaha! but i was ashamed to say... i backdoored. HAHAHA. so it was a cheap win! haha.. but i saw no other way... the other team was GOOD la! :/ sorry guys on the other team! haha..

today i went church.. where i was called a mean pig. HAHAHA.. damn funny la. then i went to play arcade with the "siblings" hahaha.. teresa and theon. then after tat i met my family and we went to uncle's house! haha... ate lunch there... mmm..

Teresa said she wan me to eat liver. and i told her if she can make me like liver i will be her best buddy. HAHAHA. so we're meeting on tues at some clementi place where there's supposed to be good liver?! lol. hahaha..

and i duno wad to blog... lets see... i forgot to thank Keith and Jensen(Especially Jensen) for helping me with FSP on friday.. haha... i'm proud that my twin IS SO BRAVE LOR. :D and hallo juS my everyday blog reader! hahaha. i tink our tags got some stupid problem. haha. i'm getting sleepy lor.. haha...

I LOVE NERDY-LOOKING PEEPS! HAHAHA..... :D

sat.

2005-07-30T09:16:00.000-07:00

hahaha keith juz told me he bought original ROC and FT.. so now we can all play.... lol!

aniwae.... sat... today was a stoned day... but thanks goes out to ber and carol for accompanying me today! hahaha... i went to make my new atm card. damn. i'm happy. its blue. HAHAHA.... blue stuff makes me happy. lol. why cant they like make blue tea or sumthing? damn. tat wld be cool la.

trying to find some nice chinese song in my com.... i noe its sumwher inside.. but i duno the title.... shit. hahaha... so i'm gona listen to EVERY song till i getit.. hmmm.. THERES SO MANY LA!

i duno wad to do. so i wont do anything. heh. cant wait for church tmr! yea! haha... Gerald's working today... so is Shu hua... but juS went out. hahaha... i wish i had more money..... haha... MONEY! whee.

i must declare that my grp is screwed for project work. no one seems to care. hahaha.. but we have the top 3 speakers in my grp. so hopefully we can still score for producing nothing.. HAHAHA...

i'm bored.. gona log into bnet to see if anyone's playing soon.. haha.... sian.. i slept the whole day today... haha... well.. cya peeps.

heh.

2005-07-28T09:46:00.000-07:00

anyway. today was ok la. sch was..... well sch was. yupp. hahahah after sch it was good! we went jogging... me louis juS and my twin.. haha... louis prob won the best jogger in the world 2005 after wad happened. HAHAHAHA. i'm not going into details tho. HAHA...

i'm quite proud! i ran 9 laps! HAHA! i wana run more now.... ok mayb not.

ok its been too many peeps on msn. hahaha...

then after that we went to watch movie! hahaha... keith and gerald joined us! YES! hahahaha.. then i sat in between gerald and keith.... lol.... then yizhi told us after the movie that the gal sitting next to him said... " what the fuck are they laughing bouts? its a horror movie la" or sumthing lidat. referring to me and keith. HAHAHA.. all keith's fault. he laugh only i start laughing. hahaha...

i'm gona go and play maplestory now! hahaha... cya!

hahaha say hi to shu hua!

2005-07-26T21:18:00.000-07:00

yes. i'm shu hua!! HAHAHA. kidding la. i'm juz using shu hua's laptop t blog... cos she forgot to take it outta my BAG NOT LAPTOP HAHAHA... :/ hahaha.

dun like IBM's keypad... abit the hard to type with.. and poor shu has to be contented with a computer that restarts when she shakes it. WHY SHE SHAKES IT? i duno. mayb its some cool new thing i'm not into. shaking your coms. coolness.

today was FUN! after school some ppl in my class went to clementi CC for badminton and Bball! but only me louis and juS went to play.. ok... well.. i'm damn noob at badminton.. and i'm noob at Bball. sad la. hahaha.. thanx keith and jolene for making it after your course! KEITH'S HAIR ROCKS! heh..

Louis and juS and both pro players! :) but i can still beat louis at BADMINTON MUAHAHA.

omg..... Yizhi...... AHHHHH HE PLAYS BADMINTON LIKE A GOD.. OMGZ! DAMN PRO LA. HAHAHA...... and Jensen isnt so bad either! can play with yizhi but still got thrashed. this is the lvl difference of yizhi who trains everyday and normal people. hahaha....

cynthia lies. she said she cant play badminton at all.. LIAR. HAHA. KEITH ALSO LA. wah lau. dun need paiseh one leh! we're all friends! heh... LETS ALL PLAY BBALL NEXT TIME! WHEE.

gerald din go today.. sigh... sad leh... :( then shu left early to buy new shoes.. which is brown... i bet she only bought it to make juS happy... HAHAHA. ok well she said she likes it... but i still tink theres a slight factor that its to make juS happy.. SLIGHT factor. ABIT only... haha..

and then after we played bball..... i found out my middle toe was bleeding... hahaha... and then.... juS kana very bad stomachache.. apparently she ran around straight after she ate.... hmmm betta not do that again... jealous la. everyone like so concerned. HOW BOUT MY INJURY?! HAHAHAHA. kidding la. i noe gerald will still care... :D

but tat doesnt mean i'm gay.. nooo... juz SUPER GOOD FRIENDS RIGHT! hahaha.. juz like keithy boy! hahaha...

so basically everything went great today... cept the injury part... hmmm... my stupid sock was blood-stained.. heh...

i duno i noe this is damn random.. but.. cant wait for church on sunday! haha...

i got gd news! finally i have company on the way home tmr! hahaha. THX JUS FOR HAVIN SPECS MADE NEAR ME! ok not VERY near.. but near enough la. haha...

i tink its gona be a long blog... haha.. and shu's batt isnt very high either... hmmm.. so i shall make it shorter by ABIT. haha..

i duno why but i'm say some stupid thing i did... hahahaha.....

-there was once i was out with my friends and me...
-then this guy called on some gal's handphone...
-so i decided to play a trick... i took the fone...
-and answered it.. so the guy asked where the gal went cos duh i answered and it wasnt the gal
-so i said she went toilet la.. hahahaha...
-then he asked... where u all at now.. AND U NOE WAD I SAID?
-i said... we're in the mrt.. HAHAHA. I MEAN LIKE WTH? mrt got toilet meh? HAHA!
-then i was like shit! and i hung up. HAHAHA.
-then the gal was like why u do that!? and called him back.... lol... ok that was funny la ok.

well had lotsa fun today.. cant wait for KTV! i love the drinks and snacks... and the cosiness feeling i get.. i duno. feels damn cosy when everyone's together in one room... haha.... THX CLASS! i duno how boring life wld be without ya. haha... MY LIFE HAS OFFICIALY BEEN CHANGED.. cant wait to hear Jensen sing. he sings good. wad to do. leader of our class. MUST SING THE BEST RIGHT. AND AND AND!!

I CANT WAIT TO HEAR YIZHI SING. I BET ITS DAMN CUTE HAHAHAHAHA. HEH!

fun saturday.

2005-07-23T15:58:00.000-07:00

woke up... packed.. went sentosa... i swear. my friends rock la. frm meet at 11. it became meet at 1230. wow! damn cool la. haha... went sentosa.. cooling weather.. THEN RAINED. WTH! so we left and went to hawker centre to eat. i swear. the chicken rice there is SEN la. called Ding's something. damn good la. we ate alot of it.

after that.. i took a bus down to town cos i was gonna meet ber, fen, nadia, kevin at city hall. but i like damn early. so i dropped by at cine... I WANTED TO SEE MY 3 FRIENDS! but.. gerald wasnt working today.. :( so i visted juS and my twin... for details refer to juS's blog.. cosi 'm too lazy to say it again.

after that went for the dance thing.. quite good dancing ba.... i'm like damn sleepy.. i'll edit this tmr.. haha.. nights. got church at 9... omg. i'm gona die of lack of slp. hahaha... this is wad dota does to ya. haha... directly contradicting juS's blog. this is very short. yawns. sleepy.

i'm touched.

2005-07-22T15:21:00.000-07:00

hahaha thx for waiting so long for me la! i'm touched. heh..

lets see.. today... CM day. HAHA. SHIT!

juS woke up super late.. still made it to sch on time tho. pro la she.

its weird how shu and i seem to have EVERYTHING in common. no kidding sia. today we both knew sumone who shared the same bday. wth. i swear if they looked alike i will jump down from sumwhere..

still touched. DAMN HAPPY LA!

went for movie with ber and fen.. war of the worlds.. ending stupid la. hahaha. and ber was scared of the aliens.... hmmm.. and that irritating small gal in the movie KEPT SCREAMING LA. piss me off only. hahaha...

then after that met the guys for dinner.. BREEKS. wher wilson had to lend me money. right. u wont be getting back. haha. take note. i now owe... juS - 10 bucks and wilson - 9? i tink. sorry la i'll pay back next month! MY BDAY! AND juS's too! its like mine's 25th.. her's 27th.. damn cool la. lucky class. they get to celebrate 2 bdays at once.

still happy leh. hahaha.. its like 3.30am. AND I"M HAPPY.

hmmm... lets see. wad else.. sunday... my house... take a vote peeps.. meet at 12 or 1? haha...

thank you. seriously. u make my day la. hahaha... its like so late... thanx. slping liao i tink.. hmmm... GERALD I HOPE YOUR WORK WAS FINE!

cya babe.

wad happened.

2005-07-21T04:18:00.000-07:00

well. thursday liao. friday last paper. and i've been having bad luck. as in seriously! hahaha.

cant wait for paper to end.. ok its confirmed sunday... who wana go please tell me to confirm. i juz wana confirm ok. so... sunday my place.... meet at YIO CHU KANG MRT at 12! 12! OK? ONZ. juz come la. i'll be telling everyone tmr anyway.. if not enough ppl then cancel lor. haha... too bad gerald cant make it.. :/

i'm hungry la. sialah. damn hungry. haha... hmmm. oh yes. NO DRINKS PROVIDED. sorry! augs is currently poorer than he's ever been in his life.

but there's lotsa snacks and drinks SOLD very very near my house.. so.. ppl.. i can contribute.. but.. bring money ok? HAHAHA. I"M SORRY FOR BEING CHEAP!

those who cannot make it.... sorry.. mayb there'll be another chillout sometime.

BUT IF YOU CAN. GOOD.

so far... i'm gona fail... FSP.... WP.... yea. having cm tmr. haha.. talking bouts cm.....

i played dota juz now.. used sa for fun..... 3 times in the game... 3! not 1... not 2... but 3! i had a close shave with the stupid cm. 1st time.... 4 HP. then..... 48 HP. then.... 60 HP. HAHAHA. damn lucky la... cm's ulti is gayness.

for people who do not play dota... 2 digits of HP IS BAD. VERY. trying to study cm now... but... hungry leh.. i wana go find food 1st.. haha...

sianz. SIAN LEH. SERIOUSLY. hahaha. cant wait for tmr. haha...

hmm.. thanx juS for the really NICE thing u did! haha... thanx shu hua for making us wait! haha.. kidding la. thanx gerald for being there to fail with me. loveya babe! hahaha..... thanx jensen for offering to treat me to sugarcane and for AGREEING TO GO TO MY HOUSE. I HOPE. bah. 1st time i'm letting people into my house. appreciation please.

this is getting long.. i wana eat.. so... cya babe!

i'm dead. HAHA.

2005-07-19T11:24:00.000-07:00

hahahaha. i have exams tmr... wad did i do today?

-accompanied juS to play msn games. i tink she won me more times than i won her. mayb not

-read finished harry porter. YES. it is a very thick book. and i finished it. which proves...... I DID NOT STUDY TODAY. HAHA.

-basically slacked my ass off. heh.

-i spoiled my new notebook. however. it looks cool with a apple sticker on it. haha...

ok... yea. tts wad i did today. thx juS and gerald for talking to me on msn! haha...

i hope i can still pass. i tink i can. if i try toread stuff now.. but.. sleepy.. so... i will.. try tmr morning.. yea.. haha..

after fsp.

2005-07-18T06:07:00.000-07:00

i tink i can actually pass. hahaha. went home after the paper. i decided i need to seriously study. so after this.. i'm gona study.. i din even sign in msn. tts how determined i am. haha... i noe this is damn random.. but... keith rocks! hahaha... i dunno wad class would be without him la! heh... and he's like quite smart too... hmmm..

shall study... aniwae... not confirmed... but... may open my house for R&R on sunday or wadeva day suits u all.. whos on? its not big... but...... can eat.... got bball court in front of my house... (one hoop)... xbox.... 2 controllers. lol. bring yr laptops for wireless connection... mahjong.... stuff.. sounds tempting? haha... my house is not big... so... juz tag if u wana come.. then i ask parents. aniwae study 1st!

hungry. i shall go eat. cya guys... i juz wana say... i love my class la! hope they love me too. hahahahahaha. DO YOU? =P

GG.
cya babe.
wtf. hahahahaha.... this is funny.

i must blog

2005-07-17T22:10:00.000-07:00

hahhah i shall blog... but i duno wad to blog bouts.. haha.... i saw timmy's blog and i'm depressed. i cant believe i got jacked so bad. hahaha..... but its supposed to be funny la... so... yea... HAHAHA.... and timmy smsed me and apologised... HAHA....

so timmy's nice la.. heh...

anyway.. i went church today in the morning... then.... went to meet my jie meis and jensen.. hahaha... damn it sounds gay la... but i assure you its not...

then i tink juS was the most hardworking one... haha... we others were slacking like mad... sian..

well aniwae.. went for dinner.. and... yea... fling?!? no lor. i dun tink so. hahahaha. cya babe. stupid timmy. :P

hahaha. friday!

2005-07-15T10:28:00.000-07:00

went to macs for breakfast with Jus and Shu. in the end we all bought the same thing la. haha... ok.. salt is worse than pepper. i will rmb that..

ok after that we all went sch la. jolene met up with us... then we went to class... then Jensen came.. then Cyn..... Jensen thrashed me in dota. twice. haha... but tts ok. tutored us in FSP. i tink i'm betta at it now. but Ren helped tho. he's betta than Jensen.. =P

after that i rushed down to orchard to meet up with ber and friends. we watched a lot like love.(my 2nd time) but i found it betta the 2nd time. haha... mayb the 1st time i wasnt paying attention. ber is nice. she gave me a cookie.. nice la. not the small one. the subway one! the medium sized one that tastes real good. i bought some wedges with cheese? not bad la. haha.... hear this.................... IN the cinema.. i mistook the tissue paper lying below the wedges as lettuce and ACTUALLY TRIED EATING IT. HAHAHAHA. omfgz. then i found out it wasnt. heh.

ok after the movie.. i went to see how Jus was doing working. she like doesnt get distracted much while working. not bad. SORRY I MISSED YOU GERALD! we were outta time and we were rushing. ber and others had to go home which left me with nadia and aneesa. this was when i took a cookie from nadia.. haha.... anyway i finally bought a notebook.. gona start study now... so i will stop blogging.... haha.. its a real nice notebook. yea. i'm gona mug like a mugger now. watch out. "DAMN COLD CAN". =p heh.

ok after that i went home. yea. bought my bro some comic he alwaes reads. damn. i lost my wallet and i'm still spending so much money. hahahahaha. so tmr is a saturday.... shall study the whole day.. i will start now.. cya babe!

thurday.

2005-07-14T23:34:00.000-07:00

wEll tOday... i fully wOke up atLiKe... 1? i tink... theNmeT Jus onlinE.
omgz i give up. i dun see how guys can type like this. mmm.. decided to study... (thx jus if not i'll prob juz stone the day through) found out COS is not open book. so i chionged. which wasnt very choingy. i'm gona buy a notebook tmr. ber's gona show me a nice one.

Taught Jus COS while we were studying. but she gave up and skipped to the next chapter so i will teach her tmr. we're meeting. Jensen's gona help us with FSP. JENSEN ROCKS. he taught me COS which is why i'm quite good at it now YES!

then after that... i ate lunch.. accidentally added vinegar to my lunch. OMGZ HOW I HATED IT. but then i got used to it and swallowed it. i'm learning how to betta control the taste of vinegar now. EVERYONE SAY CONGRATS FOR AUGS! hanxiang u can juz go YAY. haha..

after lunch.... back to studying.... yea. erm... then... talk... then.. wrote jus a testimonial.. (3 testimonials) one of them i accidentally press cancel which cleared my whole freaking screen full of words away. irritating leh. haha.. friendster sucks monkey balls. as laggy as me la. hell.

then after that dinner lor. i ate liao.. I DID NOT ADD VINEGAR IN AGAIN HAHA. then back here. then i went to play game. then i here now can. hmmm. tts it? i duno wad else to say.. haha.. and i noe wad Jus likes in macs. hahaha. TOO BAD. she wanted to keep it a secret. haha.......

ok nothin else to say liao.. basically Jus accompanied me today. duno where everyone else went. so THANK YOU JUS! HOPE YR LEG CURED LIAO HOR?

sentosa.

2005-07-13T00:34:00.000-07:00

blah blah blah to meeting at harbourfront mrt! keith erene and joseph and shu were there before me. i bought peppermint green tea for shu as a surprise. she betta be happy.
i tink me and justine arrived at the same time. funny huh? HAHAHA. i feel damn sianish now. ANYWAY SORRY JUS FOR LOSING YOUR RING I WILL BUY YOU A NEW ONE LIKE ASAP AND WRITE YOU THE LONGEST TESTIMONIAL EVER. (btw it is a pink one which she bot with her galfriends which is not as impt as the one frm her bf) WHEW.
but testimonial wait till i'm free... ok? i'm very tired now and if justine and my twin did not ask me to blog i wldnt care. hahaha. i feeling like kicking a few asses today. -KICK ASSES-
ok this is weird. erene's mom called my fone to talk to erene. omfgz. that was freaky. sentosa rocked. god.. wtf. ok oops. (talking on msn) hahahaha.
anyway. sentosa was fun fun fun. they threw me in the water. then we threw gerald in after that. i went to hug keith straight after i kana thrown in. haha.............. damn i'm good.
poor jus kana bad luck today like alot sia. kana injured... then her contacts giving her problems.. hope she feels betta after this... WHY NOT WEAR SPECS? i bet you will still look equally hot anyway.
steamboat rocks. i like food. and rice makes me eat more. so i eat rice alot.

yawns. ok tired. i will stop here. shu hua kana sunburned. VERY OBVIOUSLY. jus kana injured. i hate vinegar! cant stand how it tastes la. (damn random lor) VINEGAR SUCKS. gerald like nothin happened...... jensen i duno wad happened today. hanxiang should learn to be more gentlemanly. SERIOUSLY. A GAL FALLS DOWN IN FRONT OF YOU AND YOU JUST STAND THERE?! i'm gona teach u to be more gentlemanly can! hahahaha. keith is still funny. too tired to talk animore.......................... yawnz. nights babe.

friday i will write about.

2005-07-08T09:38:00.000-07:00

today's saturday.. but i was too lazy yesterday to write bouts friday.. so i will write bouts friday now.

wad happened yesterday... ?

class was boring.... FSP sucked.... at least it was quite slackish. hahaha...

its official that me and shu hua are twins! and she treated me to green tea la damn nice lor. I LOVE SHU HUA! (as a sister la) :)

hmmm. felt quite shittyy yesterday. hahaha. dun wana elaborate. juz felt like shit. watching morning cartoons now. hahaha.

played dota with gerald jensen louis and jacob yesterday at the atrium.. which resulted in us being abit late for our lectures.. haha...

yesterday was fun! after school i rushed to join ber and her friends to watch a movie! and i swear i seriously CANNOT talk softly in a movie. hahaha. nad had to keep going shhhhhhhhh. we went to eat thai express after the movie.... i cldnt pay for it so nad lent me some money 1st.. haha... nice huh? so now... i owe wilson 7 bucks... ber 8 bucks... and nad 9 bucks... in ascending order too! hahaha. ber looks good in bisass pullovers! :)

i guess i have to break my 400 bucks.. sigh.. :/

i needa break it to treat back shu hua and keith aniwae.. hahaha... still cant believe keith treated me. DAMN. sialah..... i have to treat him back. I HAVE TO.

lastly.. i dunno wad happened yesterday.. but i'm glad we settled it. and i wont change my mind.. i thought i should be the one asking that aniwae. haha..

well aniwae besides that.... friday went by well.. i guess... mayb not. well. cya.

thursday.

2005-07-07T09:40:00.000-07:00

today.. class was interesting. haha. i forgot why tho.

my class went out for a movie. what happened throughout the outing?

-we left school.
-managed to get louis to come with us
-he said he had no choice, me and justine's combined convincing power is very good.
-Jensen told me disturbing stuffs in the bus. thank you. hahahaha.
-i called justine in the bus cos her 2 darlings were leaving poor shiying alone. so she and cyn ditched the guys and went to accompany her.
-the movie wasn't that bad. keith and justine slept.
-went toilet after the movie. i was jealous when i saw a gal run to gerald and hug him. :(
-but i did the same to him later.
-after that.... the whole group followed me to orchard library. damn nice leh.
-Justine and cyn played with the door. WOW IT OPENS AND THEY CAN GO THROUGH IT.
-after that we followed cyn to paragon cos she wanted to check out the crumpler laptop covers. damn ex la. rich is cyn. she din buy cos no color. NOT COS IT WAS EX. ONLY 70 BUCKS HOR?
-today was a good day. cyn was happy. everyone was happy. i tink. cyn doesnt look good when she's not happy. but neither does anyone else.
-i tink shu hua can be my twin. she's a middle child too and LOVES green tea. mayb there's something with middle children and green tea? HAHAHA.
-hold on, i got reminded i havent drank geen tea today (gets off seat to get green tea)
-back. shu hua is damn funny. she's also very talented. not many people can laugh themselves into spilling hot milo on their hands. pro.-
-justine is also damn funny. cos gerald scared her and she spilled milo too. hahahaha
-i think i have the order of events wrg. who cares. hahaha.
-went starbucks after cyn's lookin at crumpler stuff where KEITH YES KEITH TREATED ME. GOSH.
-thanks to Cyn for offering to treat me and justine for offering me a 30c discount :P
-but i dont like taking money from gals. not my style.
-THANK YOU KEITH. i cant stand owing people stuff. so i'm gona repay him back double.
-went arcade after starbucks. by then, we only had me keith shu hua justine and cyn. cyn din play cos i duno why. i tried the cheaper gun games and found them equally fun as time crisis. mayb abit worse. the calibration not as good. shu hua and justine played virtual cop 2. shu hua lost a life 2 secs into the game. hahahahahahahaha. i'm sorry :P both justine and shu hua looks good with tied hair. but they look good without tied hair too. (I AM NOT FLIRTING HERE) i dun flirt.
-after that we spilt ways and went home. hahaha. today was fun. cant wait for STEAMBOAT. hahaha.

well... cheers out to ppl who made this a good day

JENSEN - he naturally rocks
GERALD - for being gerald
JUSTINE - organising it. pls organise more k? even if no one does.. i APPRECIATE IT. i'm sure shu hua and jolene does too. after MS. dun stop.
SHU HUA - for admitting that you din tie yr hair cos u were wearing a polo T. AND FOR LOVING GREEN TEA. u shld tie yr hair more. :)
JOLENE - for going to watch yr FIRST movie with us. :P i stressed on the word FIRST.
CYNTHIA - for being very nice today (but u are everyday la :P)
LOUIS - for going to watch. u rock. good luck with yr bball.
KEITH - for treating me to a really ex drink and for bringing smiles everywhere u go. tho u are older than me.
SHIYING - for being there to make sure keith doesnt swear so much and for joining us for yr FIRST MOVIE TOO. :D
HANXIANG - FOR ALWAYS JOINING US FOR MOVIES! YOU ROCK.

those who din join us.... well too bad. motherpuss to you. hahaha.. kidding la. :P

even tho i noe some people dun come to my blog... still, they deserve this. hahaha.

ACS(BARKER).

2005-07-06T08:35:00.000-07:00

heh.. firstly, ACS(BARKER) does not = a rich snoobish school. hahaha. INDEPENDENT MAYB. but not barker. well, not in the year 2004 anyway. i agree the school is screwed up now. i hate my juniors. but my year kicked ass. so yea.

i'm gona go do my maths now. cya.

i'm not rich.

i'm not snobbish.

if i do ego its for joking purposes.

dota sucked. we got owned.

bad hero combination.

i still love puppies.

gerald.

class watching movie tmr.

debate between 6 and fantastic 4.

told keith not to be a motherpuss and watch 6.

motherpusses of the world unite.

my fone is being a motherpuss. i think its not receiving smses sometimes.

i have to do my work now! CYA FANS. HAHAHA.

i think i'm addicted to green tea.

2005-07-05T21:18:00.000-07:00

there wasnt any at home today. and i had this sudden craving for it. i drink it every night while playing dota. haha. so i walked outta the house halfway during dinner and bot some. damn.

My team won our dota match today. thanks to a pro medusa morphling and and VERY VERY SUPPORTIVE OMNIKINGHT. hahahaha. nah. kidding.

we have another match tmr. sian. i dun feel like playing anymore.. at least i can stop knowing i won. rather then feel shitty after losing.

anyway i felt damn touched when people came to see ME play la. tho they din noe wad i was. hahaha... and i din notice them looking at me... but still. i duno wad to do. wad am i doing? i should wake up. but i noe i wont. i'm living a dream now. heh.

stupid gerald. he din come and support me today. all he cared bouts was.... did you win? hahahah nice nice. bye! THATS ALL. WTH. HAHAHA. kidding. guess wad. the busstop where i drop to get home.... right in front of it is this drive called... GERALD DR. OMGOSH. i juz found out today! HAHAHA. shocked sia.

have to go train now. tmr's the big day. if we keep winning, we'll go straight to the finals and represent ngee ann. i tink its impossible. but there's always hope. which reminds me.. Only hope - Switchfoot is a really good song. get it from me if u wan. seriously. its good. well. cya fans of my blog. dun blame me if i din talk bouts ya. i'm too busy now. GG.

monday....

2005-07-04T08:37:00.000-07:00

i duno wad to say... i'm lazy.... tmr's tuesday... have competition... haha... hope my team wins. bored. watching tv now. its 8.30 now... 1 and a half more hrs to my training. hahaha.... i got nothin else to say... so i'm gona put a song lyric down. hahaha. this is like my fav song. however. very lil people like this song tho. weird huh. Hands Down - Dashboard confessionals. those who actually like this song. congrats. cos this songs kicks ass.

Breathe in for luck, breathe in so deep
This air is blessed, you share with me
This night is wild, so calm and dull
These hearts, they race from self-control
Your legs are smooth as they graze mine
We're doing fine, we're doing nothing at all

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me
So won't you kill me, so I die happy
My heart is yours, to fill or burst
To break or bury, or wear as jewelry
Whichever you prefer

The words are hushed, let's not get busted
Just lay entwined here, undiscovered
Safe in here from all the stupid questions
"Hey, did you get some?"
Man, that is so dumb
Stay quiet, stay near, stay close
They can't hear, so we can get some

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me
So won't you kill me, so I die happy
My heart is yours, to fill or burst
To break or bury, or wear as jewelry
Whichever you prefer

Hands down, this is the best day I can ever remember
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo
The dim of the soft lights, the scent of your hair
That you twirled in your fingers
And the time on the clock when we realized it's so late
And this walk that we shared together
The streets were wet and the gate was locked
So I jumped it and let you in
And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist
And you kissed me like you meant it
And I knew you meant it
That you meant it, that you meant it
And I knew that you meant it, that you meant it

i will blog more.

2005-07-04T06:07:00.000-07:00

yes i will. hahaha... isnt it really nice when people call ya and talk to ya when yr bored and sleepy in the bus on the way home? (that way u wont fall asleep and miss yr stop) damn nice can. haha.. i always thought puppies are REALLY REALLY cute too. dun mind me. i'm juz randoming stuff i tink is nice. lets see. wad else is nice? not sure. well my friend sent me a survey to do.. so i have to cut short on this to help her... well. isnt it nice to have sumone whom u can talk the whole day too and still continue everyday? thats what i wan in my life. HAHA. i've been wondering. is jealousy a sign of love or juz plainly no trust? does jealousy make a gal happy or angry? hahaha. well not that i needa noe. but... for all the boyfriends in the world... they should. hahaha.

Saturday.

2005-07-02T18:58:00.000-07:00

wad have i done so far? well, lets see. i wanted to slp more today. but had to wake up to lend my friend some books. finally went back to slp after stoning for 20 mins. and then less than half an hr later, this stupid chinese guy calls and askes for ming ling. like wads his prob.

so i gave up slping.. and spent the whole day watchin flame of recca which i got frm ren. Flame of recca kicks ass. its still a damn good anime la. fire dragons are cool. HAHA.

they shld make a DOTA character called recca. HAHAHA. well anyway... lets see... wad happened yesterday... was too lazy. so i shall try to recall..

1) I rmbed it was quite slack. but almost everyone damn sian bouts FSP. haha. cldnt stand it.
2) Had a hard time paying attention during the lecture... bah. hate lectures. hahaha.
3) Justine tied her hair. hahaha. then some guys said she was acting cute... like wth? let people do wad they want can. bet their jealous cos they cant tie theirs. rofl. change is good. MOVE ON TO NEW CHEESE. HAHAHA. (got tat frm some lecture a long time ago) besides, i tink she looks good la. lucky bf of hers.
4)Shu hua looks good with tied hair too. wads sup with gals and that? :)
5)Gerald's still sexy.
6)What will i do without my babe? hahaha.
7)I left my charger in class again. and when i went into class WHO WAS THERE? sandra. smiling at me the whole way la. she din even have to say anithing for me to noe she was suaning my ass off. hahaha. SHE WAS EVEN USING IT.
8)I have to write bouts jensen and sandra today.
9)freaking ants. i hate them. i left my drink alone for awhile and they massed in my cup. damn it can. i'm gona kill every ant i see. HAHA. nah. i'm kidding.

SO anyway. JENSEN. OMG ANTS ARE CRAWLING ON MY LAPTOP. DAMN. (heh.) jensen is helpful. he helps like whoever needs help in class. damn. heh. i rmb me gerald and him had a debate once. the debate ended with the results as goes... augs doesnt flirt. but gerald and jensen do. HAHAHA.

he's been part timer of the month for quite awhile. bet he's making all the there part timers jealous. heh. he doesnt let me look at his bank account. prob too much to show anyone. he reads manga. juz saw the ad for 50 first dates on tv. so...

here's a question everyone. if u really liked this guy/gal, but he/she has STM and prob wont rmb u the next day. wld u still go for it? HAHA. I WOULD.

back to jensen. this is gona be a damn long post. hope i dun bore u guys and gals. jensen has a diff taste in gals frm me and gerald. haha... but his taste is not sucky la. juz different. also he hates people who dun do anything but rather juz copy or basically does nothing and still gets marks. jensen is like the leader of our class. he's my tutor in class.

cartoon network is damn funny. alot of weird cartoons. like this one called "kids next door". MAN. damn funny la. haha... Sandra! HALLO. thx for suaning me bouts my charger. she calls her BF piggie. why? like so many guys are called piggie la. u shld think of sumthing more original! like... i duno. i dun wana tink of nicknames for guys. no please. sandra's always hungry in the morning. hahaha. she's stealing gerald's bread away from me! NOOO. haha. kidding. wow. its been an hour since i started this. hahaaa... watchin tv ma. god. this is 2 days worth of blogging. its gonna be damn long la.

i dun tink i've said enough yet. erm. Sandra use to be always late for class but now she's early! (kinda) i bet she met her bf in the morning last time tts why she's late. but now that he started sch she can be on time for sch. haha... well she's a nice forgiving person. but now i'm too tired to continue.. I AM BORED. I AM SLEEPY. I HAVE TO TRAIN TONIGHT. GG.

ren called me a nublord. :( i have to reflect and give up dota!

good day for dota

2005-07-01T07:47:00.000-07:00

yes.. today was... heh. damn. its the weekends again. i love/hate weekends. hahaha. cant wait for sunday. hopefully.

bored. gonna play dota soon. must train. i tink our 1st match's next week. before hols. hopefully we can win. i trust ren and ron. hahaha.

damn. i dun feel like typing much today. so..... sandra is nice. and jensen is nice. hahahahahaha. I"M SORRY. i'll write more next time leh. but... NO TIME. i'm like tired.. and i have to train... bah. i have sucky time management.

CYA!

As lovers go

2005-06-30T20:33:00.000-07:00

She said, "I've got to be honest, you're wasting your time if you're fishin' around here."
And I said, "You must be mistaken, I'm not foolin', this feeling is real."
She said, "You've gotta be crazy! What do you take me for? Some kind of easy mark?"
"No, you've got wits, you've got looks, you've got passion,
but I swear that you've got me all wrong."
All wrong.
All wrong.
But you've got me.
I'll be true, I'll be useful, I'll be cavalier, I'll be yours my dear,
I'll belong to you if you just let me through.
This is easy as lovers go. So don't complicate it by hesitating.
This is wonderful as loving goes.
This is tailor-made, what's the sense in waiting?
I said, "I've got to be honest, I've been waiting for you all my life."
For so long I thought I was asylum bound, but just seeing you makes me think twice.
And being with you here makes me sane. I fear I'll go crazy if you leave my side.
"You've got wits, you've got looks, you've got passion,
but are you brave enough to leave with me tonight?"
Tonight.
Tonight.
You've got me.
I'll be true, I'll be useful, I'll be cavalier, I'll be yours my dear,
I'll belong to you if you just let me through.
This is easy as lovers go. So don't complicate it by hesitating.
This is wonderful as loving goes.
This is tailor-made, what's the sense in waiting?
(repeat x3)

Courtesy of www.letssingit.com

ok i'm gona stop doing tat official thing.

2005-06-30T02:50:00.000-07:00

hello. I'VE WAITED ALL MY LIFE, TO CROSS THIS LINE, TO THE ONLY THING THAT IS TRUE. I WILL NOT HIDE, AND I WILL TRY, ANYTHING TO BE WITH YA. this song rocks la. haha.. lets see... wad happened today?

CM teacher postponed test. much to the delight of the entire class. cos we got to leave EARLY. but then.. now i have to study more la. :/ after that... my COS group went to do this project which was easier than playin games. heh.

today was quite a good day.
- Shu hua decided to tie up her hair after i wrote that on my blog.
- Justine HAD to point out how much knowledge i have of WP.
- Gerald admits his love for me. hahahaha. (im kidding)
- Jensen was jealous that i prefer gerald to him.
- Sandra stole my bread. it was for me from gerald. but i din noe it was nice. so i rejected. and she took it. damn. i shared with gerald tho.
- Justine revealed to the teacher i was wasting time when i started to ask him multiple meaningless questions.
- Listening to music. music rocks my life.
- Timmy tagged me.
- I dated Yi Zhi in the canteen in the morning for 3 mins.
- (Jensen + Augs) does not = Justine according to Shu Hua.
- Saw this guy sleeping in the bus listening to music.. had this perverted smile on his face. hahaha.. reminds me of kenneth. :P

So anyway, when shu hua sees this, she's gona object and say "i dun wan my hair to stick to my polo T". but... i noe the real reason. HAHA. i'm too lazy to write bouts anyone.. but.. i'll write bouts Sandra and Jensen next. i tink..... Justine is very greedy.. haha... ok lets see wad she did today... she hanged out with Shu Hua the whole day.. she likes shu hua cos shu hua laughs at everything she says. hahaha.. nah kidding. she went to meet her bf after school today. hope they have a great time.. Shu hua has a secret guy she meets in the morning. HAHA.

Well, have fun with my blog people.

Official post #5 or 4? i forgot.

2005-06-29T20:02:00.000-07:00

yes. i forgot if this is the 4th or 5th post. hmmm. oh yes. i'm supposed to talk bout Shu hua and... yi zhi (aka cutest guy EVER)besides timmy. heh.

Shu hua! hahaha. she rocks la. she's DAMN funny sarcastically la. and she's damn nice too. we went to the "red room" at cine or sumthing. i forgot wad its called. but its like some major coke supporting place? aniwae. why is she nice? cos she let us study there and she charged us ridiculously ridiculously cheap prices! i rmb i din even pay anithing. cos jensen forgot he paid for me. hahahaha. shit. did i pay? damn. i'm forgetting everything. but i din forget tat she's cute! and when she tied up her hair. WOAH. she still has to learn how to SMILE at work tho. hahaha. then i swear she'll get promoted! i juz realised i'm calling everyone nice cool and they rock. i needa find new words. :/ well aniwae, Shu hua's really good to have. cos its damn funny when she acts pissed now. i'm still freaked out frm tat time.... BRRR. hallo fellow english song listener!

YI ZHI. OMGOSH. I've been waiting since forever to talk bouts him. hahaha... he's like our mr popular in class la. all the gals juz go gaa gaa over him. tat includes shu hua, justine. quoted frm justine " YI ZHI U SO CUTE" but we all noe she juz says it to make his day happy. :P so, yi zhi is seriously damn cute la. he makes teddy bears look like Yi Zhi wannabes. but i find shu hua cuter. mayb cos i like gals. HAHA. dun be angry yi zhi.. but den, shu hua isnt the best in class.. :) hahaha... (sry shu hua) i duno wad else to say..... cos yi zhi talks too lil. :/ talk more leh. and i peeked at his fone once. damn jealous. he has like 4 gals wishing him gdnite the other night.. wad the hell right?

Justine... (greedy la) damn. i was supposed to teach her stuff. but like. it ended up that she taught me instead. haha... respects go to her for working (shu hua too) Justine is quite pro. she can balance working + bf + sch + she's still gona join adventure seekers. haha.. (btw i've decided to try to stop using lor. cos keith uses it. hahaha) damn i write long posts. eh who has jolene's blog ah? justine looks innocent. but truthfully she's uber sneaky and if she has a mission in life : it is to suan me as many times as she can a day. haha.. glad she's solved her prob with her bf.

well.. i've joined my sch's WCG tournament with ron darren wilson and aaron. wish us luck. i doubt we can win tho. haha... well, i'm gona go train now. :) CYA!

cool songs u should have.

2005-06-29T06:55:00.000-07:00

seriously. u should have al these songs man. tho they're not new. (too lazy to type out the full names.)

growing on you - the darkness
love is only a feeling - the darkness
as lovers go - dashboard con
hands down (new version) - dashboard con
true - ryan
take me out - franz
Runaway - electrico
love me - collin ray
wonderful - everclear
you and me - lifehouse
hanging by a moment - lifehouse
mr brightside - the killers
let me love you - mario
all christian songs. :) wad wld i do without them?
there's more la. no time la. chinese songs are the new in thing. but i duno how to spell them out. HAHA.

Official post #3

2005-06-27T20:52:00.000-07:00

ok.... so today's bouts gerald and justine. and abit of keith. he's damn greedy. he said i din write enough of about him. so i'm gona write more. hopefully he shuts up. :P nah. i'm kiddin. ok..... gerald's 1st.

Gerald! he's like my best classmate now. i 1st got to talk to him during some lame class game. (wait, it wasnt even a game can?) where our mentor spilt us into groups. and gerald like named the grp hunks and babes? OMG? but it was true la. there were seriously hunks in our grp la. -hint hint- i tot he was damn anti social at 1st. but now i noe he's this nice guy that is VERY (and i stress on the word VERY) sociable to gals. but he doesnt flirt. oh no. and like when he walks pass gals they suddenly fall cos their legs get weak frm his hotness aura. HAHA. so basically he rocks. he's nice. and every gal shld go for him. cos he seriously looks good. good looks + nice personality + money = ultimate can? OH YAR. I WAS WONDERING HOW COME HE"S NOT ATTACHED.

now for Justine! Justine's like 1t11's miss popular? i tot she was attached to GERALD at 1st. cos they look good together. but then i found out they werent attached.. and i was thinking to myself. how come they both like so good not attached? then i heard she's attached. and i was like. of cos she is. hahaha. to this guy called jery (hope i got the name correct). aniwae he's like damn lucky la can. and they've been going on for like 15 mths. respect man. so aniwae. she's like damn funny la. copy my "can". and like the whole class suans the shit outta me cos my chinese sucks ass. but JUSTINE = NICE cos she offered to teach me, haha! suckers. but now they got over suaning me. cos they noe i own them in english anyday. :P or not. she's also damn helpful. i forgot how. but i noe she is. still rmb she wans this sphere-like jigsaw puzzle. but its like freaking 100 bucks la. siao. she was damn sad when she saw the price. haha...

OK KEITH. ILL MAKE YOU HAPPY NOW. sigh. i duno what else to say. keith is so hyper.. i duno wad else to say. he has the energy of a ten yr old.... yet.... the brain of a five...... damn amazing la... i duno how its possible.... haha.. kidding la.. :P he's one of the 1st to finish in class.. but tts only cos jensen bothers helping others 1st. but i dun say keith isnt helpful. cos he finishes 1st before helping la. at least he redeems himself. damn i write alot can? is this enough keith? i'm sick of typing yr name. hahaha... ok i'm kidding again... keith is prob my 3rd - 5th closest friend in class. tts only cos i place yi zhi and timmy above. THEY DAMN CUTE LA. HEH.

so aniwae. lets see.... i'll talk bouts.... shu hua! and..... YI ZHI. YEA. JUZ WAIT! i dun tink yi zhi and shu hua noes my blog aniwae. ha. cant wait for tmr.... tuesday... initial D DAY! btw. (yi zhi is a guy) hahaha. damn funny la. my friends tot i was talking bouts a gal. well cya tmr! yr damn cute la. puppy. :P

Official post #2

2005-06-26T08:12:00.000-07:00

like finally i logged in. i totally forgot my username. like wth? heh. well. today i'll talk abouts keith! and i'm gona link him lata too. he betta link me back. keith was and still is damn hyper in class. he mixes with the gals like sugar to a kid. they tink he's damn funny. he likes CHEWING GUM. i duno why can. overall. he's this hyper nice guy. somehow, he gives off this gay image. its not my fault. i'm writing wad i tink. haha. but we noe he's not. so relax.

next. TIMMY. now this guy. OMG. cuteness * 9999. (i sound gay dun i?) but i'm not can. seriously. every gal tinks he's damn cute la. so i'm juz supporting them. i'm his dream guy. but too bad i aint interested. there's betta fish in the sea. good luck finding them. he has an ipod and is damn rich. but doesnt wan admit it. crumpler bag + ipod + imac + still got a laptop = damn rich can.

ok.... tmr i'll talk bouts mr cool dude gerald and his sexayy friend miss justine. they seriously looked like they were a couple on the 1st day. but apparently not.

i miss my 4 hots now. gerald keith yi zhi and timmy. :P miss you can!

so aniwae. got any objections? TOO BAD. i dun care. GG.

Official post #1

2005-06-25T09:14:00.000-07:00

ok! my first official post! haha.. ok... i decided to get a blog... well... cos like. people in my new class of poly has it. so i decided to get one. haha. or rather, start a new one. i tink i'll do wad keith is doing. and talk bouts different people in class. only, it wont be the 1st impression. rather. wad i tink of them now.

i love class. it rocks. there's so many nice people, hunks and babes aplenty.

already the 5th week of poly has passed by. like how cool can? no idea how i'm gona start linking people.. so i'm juz gona tell them to link me. yea.

cant wait for sch to come. i'm gona watch initial D with my class on tuesday. cant wait to see my DEAR gerald................ (i miss you!) heh.... cya on monday, babe.

my first post ever?

2005-06-25T08:18:00.000-07:00

WOAH. this is like my 1st posting on my NEW BLOG. juz testing. i wana see how cool this shit is.